♥ her.little.heart

♥ bye 2011.

2011-12-31T07:09:00.004+08:00

Ya Allah, limpahkanlah rezeki yang membawa keberkatan kepada siapapun yang memohon kepadaMu. Bahagiakanlah dirinya & keluarganya. Ubahlah yang pahit menjadi manis, sakit menjadi sembuh, kemarahan menjadi kelembutan, yang keruh menjadi jernih agar hidup kami menjadi lebih indah, lebih sehat & lebih membahagiakan.

Assalam. Alhamdulillah. Another year has passed. 2011 has been a great year for me. Alhamdulillah again. walau banyak dugaan and all, syukur lah for everything. So far apa yang di hajat kan kesampaian. Got my hnd in my hand sudah, finally. people might not know what ive been thru but im thankful i made it jua. Thanks to everyone yang selalu bagi semangat especially my other half. thanks puhh ♥ thanks to my family, bestfriends and all :')

apa ada 2011?
- swift injured. hee =P

- trip to KL with family. ♥
- trip to singapore with him! ♥
- got a white c6 for my birthday! =D
- bought an ipad.

- SDP!

- his birthday! ♥
- final year exaaaaam.
- passed my exam!
- leeds. =)

i need to get a new diary, a new organizer but alum tah kejumpahan. hee nanti tah cari sama si boyfriend. i miss him. berabis. hee over. but yang banar =) i miss him all the time except ya ada dapan mata =P hmm. im still in leeds btw. no new year celebration this year. but its okay. as long as we remember each other, cukup lah. 23days left. cant wait to be home. cant wait to see him. cant wait to see the family.

balik brunei nanti mau apply keraja and sambung degree insya Allah but.. i dont think dapat plg tu. liat rezeki lah. insya Allah. ermm. apa lagi aa. err atu saja kali.

big huuuuuug!

and im hoping for a better 2012.

insya Allah.

♥ Puff.

♥ imishu

2011-12-19T04:44:00.000+08:00

i wanted to update this blog masa lapas exam but then aku malas. ada orang maseh baca kan ni? hee oh wells, aku selalu jalan, dating, spent time sama ia, ke sana ke sini, makan itu, makan ini, catu lah. erm.. aku nda tau kan cakap apa, too much in my mind at the moment. my blog is dead but im tryin to make it alive balik. insya Allah.

where have i been? as i said tadi, jalan2 saja ku. dating. thats what i do. :) im in leeds masa ni. and im sad. rindu atu kali. or entah. shud i be happy or what aa. aku pun confused. anyway, results is out. i was really excited and happy but nada dangan ku celebrate. how sad. my other half pun pass in his exams. alhamdulillah.

whatelse? aku malas cerita. tani liat gambar okies?

imishu boyfriend.

on his birthday this year. :)

happy birthday shayang!

always forgive sebelum sleep.

and cali, i cried tadi seeing couples walking around, holding hands, ketawa2 time me and the cousins jalan2 di mana kah tu, i dont remember. rindu kali. entah lah. im kinda sensitive today. menahan rasa ku sepanjang perjalanan tadi.im sad. not that im not happy.im tryin to but then there's something yang buat aku sad. heemacam nada mood ku tarus kan shop apa.esok kali baru ada mood.

another hope - a better day.

night. and oh, its 8.23pm here. 4.23am brunei time.

love, puff.

♥ selamat hari raya.

2011-09-18T23:42:00.006+08:00

Assalam. Selamat hari raya all. Maaf zahir & batin. Raya this year.. ermm. aku malas kan blog banyak2. haha pemalas. yes. aku pemalas. duno why. alum ada mood kan update anything but then kesian blog ku terbiar. here are some of my raya pictures. and alhamdulillah for everything.

my first day raya! ♥

can i leave now? haha

insya Allah esok esok esok esok esok bla bla bla aku update lagi okies?

thanks. bye.

and again.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

MAAF ZAHIR && BATIN.

*hugss&&kishes*

♥ Puff.

♥ raya soon!

2011-08-25T14:34:00.007+08:00

kambang! hee

got my white c6 - belated gift from him =D

Thanks Puhh! ♥

berkilaaaat jua hidung ah! sheshhh!

Assalam. sorry for the very late update. busy nda jua busy. busy dating saja. haha =P anyway, selamat berpuasa to all. and selamat menyambut hari raya jua pun. raya next week kata orang. im not sure hari apa.

baju alum siap, kasut alum ada. haha tipuuu. =P but yea, baju, malas kan fikirkan sangat. pakai aje lah mana yang ada =) kasut dari singapore hari tu ada sudah. malas kan bazir duit lagi walau pun tempting kan bali kasut di kadai atu. hehehe haaaa! bag raya! nanti liat yang murah2 saja eh. hehe =P

ramadhan this year - alhamdulillah. hajat kan sungkai OGH, Deli nutresh and Polo Terindak sampai sudah. other than that, kami sungkai di aiko, with his friends, then sungkai out jua with the family at stadium restaurant. yesterday sungkai di tomato cafe with the ubdian friends. and now looking forward for one last place to break fast before raya comes. insya Allah kalau ada rezeki labih. RBC no. kan go empire, macam nda siuk. radisson kali bisai? hehe *mudahan kana bawa dating lagi next week~ amin*

Polo Terindak with Puhh.

nyum nyum!

my justin bieber! =P

ani masa di OGH ni. =P

kan dating with the girls lagi. mudahan jua sampai :) bah atu saja kali. malas kan blog byk2 dulu. ill update some more nanti but no promises. heee

Happy advance raya all. maaf zahir & batin :))

and btw, imishu already Puhh.
*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ july, dont leave me!

2011-07-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

As-salam. Ramadhan is just round the corner :)) July is leaving soon. and and my final semester starts next week too. tawakal saja lah. mudahan everything goes well. amin amin amin.

im bored. ive been sick for days. naleh sudah makan ubat and all. but then salah sendiri jua. siapa suruh swimming and makan longan! =D anyway, i would like to congratulate my crime partner, dylla, congrats masuk UBD. atleast aku maseh ada lunch partner nanti? insya Allah. :)) and to Nurol, mudahan mendapat keraja soon. insya Allah ada tu nanti. rezeki pasti ada, nda sure saja masa nya. :D positive!

erm.. bah karang ku sambung lagi. kan watch harry potter dulu. its 6pm already. and im still aloneeeeee in this home! where is everybodyyyy? hmm. bye.

♥ singapore, im in love!

2011-07-13T00:39:00.013+08:00

while waiting for the flight. hehe =P

As-salam. wow. its been a month i didnt update this blog. kesian ee, kurang kasih sayang. hehe i still love you my dear blog. its just that im busy with my holidays, eseeeeeh. went to KL with the family. macam biasa, just jalan2 and shopping sikit cause im saving up for my singapore trip! hehe

lets move on with my trip to Singapore with my boyfriend. its our first time belayar sama2. alhamdulillah. everything goes well. thanks to Puhh for everything, for looking after me very well. i admit it, im very beulah. pengusut, penyamal, u name it. haha =P oh wells, manja, attention-seeker. but i only cematu when it comes with my boyfriend. hehehe thanks Puhh. my best trip ever!

went there for a week, siuk berabis. shopping, jalan2. hehe walau tah kan menyamal or whatsoever ulah yang keluar at that time, i really had fun. and thanks Allah for that. kkdg aku rasa macam dugaan jua. kan liat sejauh mana we can handle it. :)) okay, back to my trip, kami ke Universal Studios, Singapore Flyer, Marina Bay, Clarke Quay (sp?), Bugis street, Orchard, Ion, Paragon, Takashimaya, Vivocity, err ke mana lagi aa? we even had the chance to watch Transformer 3D there di Vivocity. nasib ada tiket walau tah duduk dapan sekali. hehe the cinema is wayyyyyy too different from di Brunei. and again, syukur dapat tiket and we actually get the best seats walau duduk dapan sekali atu. hehe

Universal Studio! Shrek, Princess Fiona~ 4D movies, Jurassic Park, the roller coaster, i dont remember the names, but it was fun! hehe =P what else? haaaa! Madagascar! i had the chance to hug the hyppo in person! wheeeeeee! alhamdulillah. and ohhhh i almost forgot! kami masuk arah errrr Egypt kah nama nya tu. siuuuuuuuuk. hehe Alhamdulillah. Syukur.

okay, this is random.

i love this dress. tu jeee. haha =P

out of topic.

bah, okay, ill update some more soon. im off to bed.

thanks Puhh for everything. thanks melayan karenah me time di sana. thanks jaga makan minum me. thanks jaga me jua pun. most of all, thanks for the trip. i had fun with you. the moment with you is the moment i treasureeeeeee~ eseeeeeeh. its true tho. :)) hehe bah enough with the jiwang and all. i heart you. always. night night. looking forward for next trip! hehe =P

lots of loveeeeee, si Puff yang pengusuuuuut. and penyamal? hehe

i heart you. thank you. :)) and imishu btw.

*hugss&&kishes*

♥ Puff.

hello june!

2011-06-13T19:46:00.003+08:00

hello blog :)) hello june. as i said last night, ill be updating the blog today, so here i am. im bored. si boyfriend go jalan and ani menunggu ia balik and pick me up. mau jalan~ insya Allah.

what ive been up to? ermm. 1st, bought myself an ipad2. wheeeee! finally. hehe im looking forward to get other apple gadgets lagi. tunggu ada duit banyak. insya Allah. 2nd, i passed my exams! wheeeeeeee! alhamdulillah. final semester, here i comeeeeeee! and the 3rd, aku segroup sama dieyen in my SDP. another alhamdulillah. syukur ya Allah.

what else? ill be off to KL this thurday with the family. and will be home on monday. im surely will miss si boyfriend ni nanti :(( theeeeen the next week nya ill be goin to Singapore with him~ wheeeeee. insya Allah. hope everything goes well. amin amin amin.

apa lagi aa. aku malas. makin pemalas. haha esok aku mau productive sikit. insya Allah. bah atu saja kali. nanti lagi ku update if ku rajin that is.

and btw imishu Puhh. please see me sooooooooon. mwahs!

hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

sabar.

2011-05-30T21:32:00.003+08:00

As-salam. i just chat with my girlfriends, drg cakap results will be out on the 7th but then some of my friends cakap results will be out on this 1st. haiya. mana yang banar ni? nda nyaman hati wa oleh nya =s sorang cakap ani, sorang cakap ani. sir rudy cakap maybe on the 7th but then sir PK cakap maybe on the 2nd. fening wa tu! mudahan saja semua pass. amin amin amin. aku nda mau ada resit lagi =s aku nda mau pisang berbuah dua kali. nauzubillah.

esok public holiday. aku lupa esok orang cuti. haha then here comes June! the month ive been waiting for. yes my results and my trip. insya Allah. semoga di permudahkan semua nya. amin amin amin. aku iski but at the same time aku takut. tawakal saja lah. =)

im bored. si Puhh busy. lapas ni behapa tah ku ni~ watch hindustan lah saja jawapannya ni. bah itu sahaja. sekian terima kasih. have a great day ahead everyone. may Allah bless us all. amin.

and.. btw, imishu Puhh.

hugss&&kishes*

♥ Puff.

distracting myself.

2011-05-18T17:28:00.006+08:00

As-salam. Hows my holiday so far? i went out for a movie, swimming, jalan2, makan and doin research for our trip this june. Really cant wait! hope everything goes well. amin amin amin.

and ohh time really flies *how many time do i say this already? i still remember the day i sat down with the girlfriends and talked about the dreams, the future - in terms of education and career i mean. i still remember when i said by 2011, ill get my hnd and get a job bla bla bla.. i guess its not my time yet. alum rezeki. hajat belum kana makbul kan. :)) and i do believe things happened for a reason. im kinda sad. mad at myself. miserable. but im happy for my friends.

i dont feel like bloggin actually but the blog seems dead to me - lookin at the same post everytime i click on this page. so i think atu saja kali.

lotsa love,

Puff

rapuh

2011-05-03T18:04:00.006+08:00

Dear brain, sorry for overloading you with thoughts.
Dear pillow, sorry for all the tears.
Dear heart, sorry for all the damage.
Dear me, sorry for everything.

mission failed! - thinkin of deactivating the facebook and avoidin this blog is really hard. i keep on clickin on this page! haha i guess i just cant leave you. what else i can do selain bloggin and fb-ing? macam nada life saja. hehe aku kusut. duno why. something's in my mind. palui kan. time2 cani. i cant focus. esok lagi programming. haih. too much in my mind. how i wish my brain ani macam computer, dapat di format and all. hehe

aku stress, kusut, my past is haunting me. im not blaming anyone. yang baik datang dari Allah and yang buruk datang dari diri sendiri. i will never say never~ i will fight till forever. tell me how many times kau pernah failed? :) u tell me apa rasa nya. and i dont think kau kan faham pun apa ku rasa masa ani. dont tell me u understand how i feel cause u dont. we dont have the same path. we dont experienced the same thing. no you just dont.

i really need to study. aku nda mau failed. aku nda mau resit jua. but then apa yang ku baca nda mau masuk. none. kosong. lagu si JB plg masuk dalam otak ku ani. haha kesian telinga ku. sasak ya kali ku dangar lagu JB saja. hehe

im sorry. aku pressure. and thanks for listening my dear blog.

♥ another sleepless week?

2011-04-25T13:59:00.001+08:00

As-salam. Waking up late for revision class this morning is not a good start for my week. I’m starting to panic for my upcoming exam – its next week to be exact. Im gonna sit for 4 papers this semester - 2nd, 4th, 7th and 9th. And im not ready yet. How I wish I have 2 more weeks *atleast* before the exam starts but I just cant just turn back the time, cant even stop the time. But then I still even waste my time on facebook, tumblr , youtube and here, bloggin. Ishhh. Belajar waaaa. I don’t wanna make the same mistake again. Cemana kan ni.

I even think of kan swim today. Macam kusut ku, macam sad sikit, but macam semangat ada jua but entah. Aku mau tenang kan fikiran tapi takut ku jua aku alum belajar. I know im not that good as you people, i know i didnt do well last year but then I always tried my best in everything. Its just that sometimes whenever im in that mission, there’s always something yang kan buat aku down and buat aku nada mood kan belajar. I just hope everything goes well this time. Amin amin amin.

Im goin to start study malam ani, sikit2. And I need to finish up the portfolio by Wednesday. Insya Allah. Bah atu saja kali. Ill see ya after the exam. Insya Allah. Wish me luck. May Allah bless us all. Amin amin amin. Goodluck to all ITB-ians and UBD-ians!

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ sleepless night

2011-04-14T02:28:00.006+08:00

As-salam. its Thursday, 2.28am already. this post dedicated to my dear friend, nurol and dylla. i miss you girlfriends. cant believe im doin my assignments without u girls. hmm.. exam is juuuuust round the corner and im not ready yet. SE and ISD results are out already. alhamdulillah, i passed both paper but then aku maseh nda puas hati. i think i shud work hard for the exam. but.. haha mun faham bisai. but yea, i will. no worries. jan push me too hard okay? :P

im still doin my ISD assignments. i can honestly say, Joomla is not easy as i thought. banar. hehe or maybe aku nada hati kan mau tau pasal Joomla ni kali? :P hehe oh wells, im not givin up yet. kami kana bagi masa till saturday ani. and OOP assignments pun kana extend hasil dari pujukan kami. haha rasa waa. we have test this monday. wish me luck okay? presentation on tuesday kali. then here comes the revision week! time really flies.. nda terasa kan abis dah this semester. aku takut :s hope everything goes well. amin amin amin.

its 4.11pm! semalam nda sampat ku post. pasal sleepy dah :D im still working on my Joomla. something wrong with the php codings. still figuring it out apakah masalahnya. susah lee. and ohh, hari panas, and aku sleepy. haha baru jua ku bangun 2 hours ago :P my sleepy head! whats the plan today~ mau swimming again! macam yesterday. hehe or... movie.. boring eh. kan buat apa bisai aa. haiyaaaaa.

bah atu saja kali ee. aku nda tau kan blog apa lagi. will update some more if aku ada masa and if aku rajin. till then.

my only panda! :P
my partner in crime during attachment!

the one i heart. ♥aku sleepy. my dream room! woish!

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ bila april.

2011-04-10T13:42:00.013+08:00

"Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself,because if you don't, then who will, sweetie?So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling,because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
— Marilyn Monroe

As-salam. Im bored. im homeeeee alone! hehe its Sunday. Happy sunday peeps! Hope you have a great day! :D lets see apa kan ku blog. first of all, kemarin aku swimming di Polo. wheeee! for the very first time aku pandai swimming! thank you to my very special tutor~ :P i even can float i mean melimpang atas air! tenang saja rasa nya when i did that. but the most important thing is, i can swim now! hehe and one thing aku dapat dari lesson tu is.. there's always a way when there's a will :)) dulu aku nda pandai swiming pun. nda mau begarak lagi tu. but then kemarin aku pajal sampai pandai sikit. with extra support from him, alhamdulillah. syukur ku. ya ta aku mau swim lagi! hehe swimming makes me feel good and hungry! :P whenever i feel down or messed up, swimming *bukan pulang swimming banar nya - main air* was one of a good way to overcome it! :)

hmm what else. what else~ assignments! two down! 3 more to go! wheeee! then exam. :s exam starts on 2nd May. yes, less than a month. ill make it less than 2 weeks! shoot! awu i need to study more. work harder but then... next week tah ku start insya Allah. and ohh, i have problem in my final project grouping, again and again. the girl just left the group last minute before submitting the proposal. should i be grateful or what? things happen for a reason. im sure there will be a better plan for me. insya Allah. and and, i almost cried hari tu, pasal sikit lagi lambat hantar assigments. emo ku tarus. kepisan. cali jua kalau di fikir2. sounds sekadar but it does matter to me. forget it. tawakal saja apa2 ni :D

insya Allah.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ i know what you did..

2011-03-30T17:47:00.005+08:00

I’m the type of person that can’t stay mad at their friend longer then 2 days , the type that forgives and forgets very fast . I don’t like holding grudges or hating on people . I think my time is very valuable and should be spent on doing something more beneficial to my life . When everything comes falling down on my shoulders, I try to keep my head held high, smile whenever I can and think about the positive side of things . I tend to laugh about everything, even the smallest, stupidest things because in my world, laughter is the only way to escape from all my problems .

As-salam. i just got back from itb. naleh ku~ and ohh its raining. labat aa. ngam jua ku balik tadi nda hujan. but cuaca mendung pulang sudah. awan gelap amat. hehe mudahan hujan ni membawa berkat. amin amin amin.

anyway, again, assignments ku satu pun alum siap and the due date is next week. wheeee! yeah! i can do this! HEHE semangat labih, buat nya nda jua berapa. :D aku takut jua for my SE test. im not sure if aku pass kah nda. cuai eh cuai! sasak ku! marah kan diri ku saja. lain di target, lain yang keluar. banci ku :(( i really need to focus more on my coming exam. im kinda worried jua with this one unit. not that i dont understand it. it is totally different from ive learned before. haih. mudahan saja okay :s i heard the exam will start in April. its either mid or end of April. less than a month ba tu. wohoooooo! i can feel the pressure already. and im scared :((

hmm.. boring ku. si dia sleep :)) aku tired but aku nda mau sleep lagi. later aku sambung buat keraja lah. naleh plg sudah but cemana tah jua kan. hehe esok si Nurol ku birthday. plan kan meet her up. mudahan jadi :D boring ku boring~ hehe memajal. kan behapa ku lagi aa? shud i change my blog design lagi? hehe

------------------------ something to share with ------------------------

Dammit! Why do these bad things always happen to me?

Problem:
Bad things happen to everybody. If we dwell on them, they will frustrate us and bring us down.

Solution:
See bad things as a part of the ebb and flow of life. Suffering is a part of the human condition — but it passes. All pain goes away, eventually. Meanwhile, don’t let it hold you back. Don’t dwell on bad things, but look forward towards something good in your future. And learn to take the bad things in stride, and learn from them. Bad things are actually opportunities to grow and learn and get stronger, in disguise.

hehe random :P
if i had one wish.. lawa eh!

bah atu saja yee.
April's coming!
hoping for a better days ahead.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ is it me or...?

2011-03-24T23:12:00.008+08:00

i want apologize to everyone who read this. mana tau ada salah cakap, terkasar bahasa, perbuatan and everything. yang sengaja atau nda, atau yang di sengaja kan. sorry for all my wrongdoings for all these while.

somehow malam ani aku rasa macam mau maafkan semua orang. whatever you do, whatever you said, sengaja or nda sengaja, its okay. really. aku mau rasa tenang with maafkan semua orang. from now on, all i can do now is mendiam kan diri saja. okay, i think im out of track. hehe

..me and my heart, we got issues~ but i guess not anymore. apakan ku blog ani. i dont even understand what im blogging about!

si può solo dire quello che vuoi. siete come responsabile per le sue parole come sei per le vostre azioni. alcune parole male e causare cicatrici.

Je suis confus entre le réel et moi pas le vrai moi.

hehe aku pun nda faham. bah night all.

♥ april's coming!

2011-03-21T23:07:00.015+08:00

As-salam. i suppose to do my work at this moment tapi nya aku nada mood kan buat keraja. hehe so i decided to make some changes to my blog. macam boring ku sudah meliat design nya aa. so here it is. nda plg lawa. simple but i like it. :D

note to myself, i have 5 assignments to be submitted this early april! and and satu pun alum siap! bagus bagus~ hehe not that aku nda mau buat, macam nada semangat ku saja. but i know i shouldnt be like this. kana bagi opportunity sudah apa :)) lapas ani or esok lah ku sambung buat keraja. insya Allah.

..if i let those bad feelings have any power over me, id probably have given up then and there, and never have reached my destination. we will always feel guilty about what we haven’t done, but it is important that we remind ourselves that it is only a temporary setback. i always tell myself that it’s just a small bump on a long road.

i wish i have this in my place!
iski ku bangun pagi2 ni~ wheee~
ohhh keep on dreamin myself! hehe

and and anyway, i came across this one website, a really good website, i love to read most of the articles in that website. somehow it really motivates me :)) and here's one of them.

Happiness tip : Smile at a stranger

We should all smile more often, in general. Just the simple act of smiling or laughing can make you happier. But even better: smile at a stranger. Too often we brush past strangers without a glance, or a straight or scowling face. At best, we might give people a tolerant little smile, to show that we are not mean. Usually most of us try to avoid any eye contact at all.

Try this instead: look strangers in the eye, and give them a genuine smile. In most cases, you’ll get a smile in return. The more you smile, the more smiles you’ll see in return.

End result? A happier world. So simple!

tapi kan.. if kan semua kan di bawa senyum, cali jua tu aa. i will only smile to a girl plg, if arah guys atu, kana ucap saja gatal karang. haha :P

thats it for now.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ goodluck you!

2011-03-08T23:16:00.007+08:00

im starting to worried and panic with all my workloads . im not sure if I can do this or not. Feels like wana give up but im not. not yet. Its just that I worry to much. I think I should stop with that attitude. Haih. Exam is coming in few weeks time! And I have 5 assignments to be submitted in early april. How exciting!!

and and I think I need retail therapy but no money, no therapy! HEHE Ill just have to wait until June then. Sabar aje lah. Dugaan. Mesti ada hikmahnya. Senyum saja. Aku nda tau kan blog apa actually. Macam2 dalam fikiran ku. Kusut ku. =s thinkin of my exam. Do u think aku dapat buat? Do u think I can get thru this? I don’t know what’s wrong with me. At one time aku semangat, but a few hours or days after, aku feel down. But I know im not gonna do the same mistake ever again. I wont let that happen. Insya Allah. See? i think you yourself pun nda faham apa aku cakap.

Other things selain atu? It is better to be left unsaid. ada2 saja lah yang kan menguji kesabaran atu. some of it dapat di control. makin kan jadi penyabar, makin kana uji. all i can do is sabar. majal with the sabar ani. hehe but yea. sabar. sabar. and sabar.

Okay, I think I should go now. I need to do my work kajap then sleep! Wish me all the best.

*hugss&&kishes*

♥ Puff.

♥ time flies

2011-03-02T22:20:00.005+08:00

Ya Allah, limpahkanlah rezeki yang membawa keberkatan kepada siapapun yang memohon kepadaMu. Bahagiakanlah dirinya & keluarganya. Ubahlah yang pahit menjadi manis, sakit menjadi sembuh, kemarahan menjadi kelembutan, yang keruh menjadi jernih agar hidup kami menjadi lebih indah, lebih sehat & lebih membahagiakan.

As-salam. Hello March. Bye February. I dont wana look back walau kadang2 teringat. Dugaan. Ada2 saja, but dugaan ani jua yang buat tani matang :))

anyway, aku nya bored. ya ta buat kerja yang berfaedah sikit malam ni :P

research on joomla and xampp- checked!
organized notes - checked!
research on hotels - checked!
organized folders in lappy - checked!
susun notes in files - checked!

what else to dooo? menunggu si dia and sleeeeeeep! boring ku eh. kan makan, malas. kan watch movie, abis dah di liat. and ohh cakap pasal movie. HD lappy ku almost full! no gooooood. i think i should get a new external HD since yang lama condemn dah. :(( i must get it jua soon. insya Allah kalau ada rezeki labih :))

aaaaaand i want a new shoes.
tunggu tah di miri saja bali :P
save save! hehe

another thing on my wishlist!

and thissssssss!
keep on dreamin girl! hehe :P

almost lupa. kami check in to Empire hotel last saturday night. all the single cousins. hehe i had fun that day :D si boyfriend was there jua. siuk lah. hehe a day to remember :P here's some pictures aku ambil time di sana. this was masa check out. jalan2 before balik. :D

siapa in the middle ia lawa :P
haha perasan.

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thats all. haha
boring ending ku aa.
told ya im bored.
bah see ya next time. insya Allah.
mudahan bulan ani di beri keberkatan and rezeki yang luas.
amin amin amin :))

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ dugaan.

2011-02-19T20:21:00.003+08:00

As-salam. im bored. and hungry. si boyfriend ada dinner with the family. ya ta bloggin saja ku. anyway.. look at my car. malas ku ceta panjang2. cian ya injured. another dugaan for us this month. mudahan ada hikmah sebalik nya. amin amin amin.

as i said tadi, aku lapar, aku terliat ahoa burger! :(( mauuuuu~ shapun eh. nanti tah bali. insya Allah. and im cravin for lekor jua pun. shapuuuuuun again. hehe ada2 time lapar ani. i even thinkin of the deli france peach tart, secret recipe mushroom soup, brownies, srs kebab and creapuff!! shapun shapun. hehe

and i want this jua! nanti tah cuba buat eeh. hehe :P

and.. im missing him already. sudah plg jumpa tadi. hehe :P rinduuuuu~ hairan. i miss him walau jumpa hari2. if nda jumpa, apatah lagi. hehe and not to forget, aku rindu my friends, the chillaxers, KDQ girls, my itbian friends, especially my Paris hilton! hehe i miss you darling. nanti lunch date aa?

bah atu saja kali.

ill update lagi insya Allah.
mudahan tani semua di lindungi Allah.
amin. amin. amin.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ my 101th post

2011-02-12T23:58:00.006+08:00

A 10 second of hug can take away your pain.

anyway, tadi i went out the whole day. with shayang ku. went to Times Square, buy some stuffs, jalan2, bought the SRS kebab, then headed to Polo, main bowling =P siuuuuuk but that machine is unfair! membuyuuuuk. haha nada wah. its just that my skills beralih arah to him. how come meh? i really wana rematch. i cant believe it aku nda handal tadi. biasa nya aku handal waaaa. =P i really had fun tadi. that was our first match. our first time for bowling. thanks shayang for the bowling. then kami went to PM, bali lekor again. haha ive been cravin for it for almost everyday. sampai the guy ketawa2 bah time aku bali aa. malu but if malu, no lekor. hehe

lapas dari PM went to Giant, jalan2 bali barang, jumpa Stacy! wuuuu~ ada orang kana tagur oleh Stacy. berani ya si Stacy atu. nda ya tau kali boyfriend siapa tu. haha *sekadar* =P whatelse? lapas dari sana, we went to kongsi kongsingi arah his friend. dekat2 rimba saja. we had ayam goreng! nyaman. shapun. menyasal jua nda mkn byk2 tadi. haha =P lapas dari sana, he sent me home. and here i am, blogging while waiting for him.

and btw, aku kinda stress pasal my SDP. ingau ku. malas ku cakap balik2. hope things will be okay by Monday. Amin.Amin.Amin.

wuuuu. =P

looook! strike kali aa! =P

and the winner is... *rolling eyes*

i love this picture. =)

and this one.

and ohh i loveeeee hugs!

one of my dream place.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ hi february

2011-02-10T12:26:00.006+08:00

Hmm.. I guess this month is not being good to me. Ada2 saja benda yang buat aku sedih, ada2 saja yang kan menyakit kan hati, ada2 saja yang buat aku terusik. Dugaan. Kan buat cemana kan? Just be strong nya orang. Anyway, aku baru balik dari class. I have ISD and Ugama class. =)) I enjoyed the class, siuk banyak info.

Apa ada dengan February?
First, It’s something personal, I better not tell here. Something important but things happened, redha kan saja. Second, my OOP. Im not sure jua should I mentioned it here or not. Somehow this is the second time benda ni terjadi arah ku. The same thing, the same scenario, the same actor. Entah eh. Teringat ku plg lagu same script, different cast. Hehe Third one, my SDP. Entah lah. I can honestly say, this year is really a rough year for me. =s still looking for my SDP group. Alum tah settle. Haih. If only aku kenal orang2 CIS ani.

Anyway, we went to miri last Monday. Went to Imperial usai hp, had mcD at parkson for lunch, then jalan2, bought a new necklace, big Apple, and had mushroom soup at Secret Recipe! Thanks Puhh for everything.

Apa lagi aa? Atu saja kali.
Im kinda sleepy and tired.
See ya on my next post. Insya Allah.

i wish di Brunei ada cani.
tenang jua ku. =)

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ back to reality

2011-01-16T15:20:00.007+08:00

It’s been raining this few days. mun time lecture hujan bisai tu, nyaman jua belajar. haha si banar. my semester started last Monday. My first 3 days was okay tho i feel awkward at first. Who doesn’t? You’ll know how I feel if you were in my shoe. :) And aku suka time table ku. I only have class on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday everyweeeeek! Wheeeeee! Siuuuuk! Mudahan saja my study goes well. Amin amin amin. I kinda worried with my OOP. Haih. But its okay, im gonna make sure ill do fine this time. Jiayuuuuu! :P

Actually aku macam alum ada mood kan update the blog but since aku bored, why not. Hehe boreeeeeed baaaa. And I think aku kan datang hari. Sounds like im givin birth soon. haha capi2. Aku boring ba. How many times do I have to tell you this? :D hmm. i think aku sensitive this few days. ya ta kali sudah tanda2 nya tu. hehe entah aa. is it me or is it orang sekeliling ku yang sengaja kan mentest aku? hehe aku ni pemarah kali aa. but aku nda kan marah without reason. selagi nya ku dapat bersabar, bersabar tah ku tu, selagi ku dapat mendiam kan diri ku dari ku marah2, selagi atu tah ku mendiam kan diri ku. its just that sometimes aku rasa if aku kan marah2 pun macam nada guna jua. but if aku nda marah, orang2 ni macam nda kan faham apa aku rasa. ya ta. entah leee. marah salah, nda marah salah. so its better for me to nda marah, nda ja? hehe i know talked too much. :P aku boooooring. Now aku watch Korean movie – Pasta kali if ku nda silap. Siuk ba memasak aa. And its pastaaa! Can you imagine? Bebunyi jua parut meliat the series! But siuk lah di liat. :)

whatelse? STAGES OF SLEEPINESS? sleepyyyyyyy~ found this somewhere. entah di mana ku dapat. arah Tumblr kali. :P Anything else? No. I don’t think so. Eh wait, macam ada jua. haha I miss my friends, my close friends, who ever you are. Ya ta sudah tu. :P macam balik2 aku cakap aku rindu kawan ku ni. Memajal. Hehe

huuuuuuug?

i love this painting so much.
cousin ku buat. aku bayar :P
but i do love the painting pasal lawaaa!

bah ive got nothing to say lagi. boring ku sudah. hehe
have a great day everyone!

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ with nothing but your t-shirt on.

2011-01-06T01:08:00.006+08:00

nothing feels right when im not with you.

i cant sleep yet. my sleeping pattern is getting worst. i slept at 5am yesterday. not cool. ive been watchin korean movie Cinderella's sister, a very sad movie. most of the part aku menangis saja. hehe :P i need to abis kan meliat before uni starts. :s yea, uni starts next monday. be strong myself. i really hope i can get thru it this time. amin. :))

what ive been doin this few days?

monday ::
hantar shayang ku ke airport. :(( then went home. tidur! and watch movie saja.

tuesday ::
day two! ermm. ohh! i remember! went out with kaka tini. jalan2 dangankan ia settle up some business. then we went to kaka linah's, hantar barang and lawat babies then balik rumah, memasak and celebrate my sister's & cousin birthday , just a small doa selamat. then before sleep, liat movie.

wednesday ::
today that is. ermm. tadi hantar mama keraja, then balik rumah. theeeen jalan lagi ikut bapa ambil mama and my sis. then go shopping sikit. i bought some stationary and some stuffs for my scrapbook project! :D and then malam, hangout with the UBDian girls.

and ohh btw, people on fb are now playin this number thingy game. Ya ta I inbox my friends who plays the game, just wana know apa drg cakap pasal aku. Hehe lagi pun people wont know drg describe pasal siapa. :D so, what did they says about me?

my cousin, waniee said "she's crazy. Dgn begilaa and lepak. We had been thru good and bad things together since we are kids. Hehee. Anyhoo, i love this person. ♥ "

my friend, Liyana A.Muntassir said "Pemalu to the MAX when i first knew her..hehe..Haven't seen her in ages..thanks to FB, we finally keep in touch..haha..Very soft spoken and ayu..Friendly and is always there to help..A very good friend all grown up already."

my other friend, Sha said "Wo0t! me fren~ pminat tungkeng~ mukany manis mcm tungkeng dsalut madu~ nama lgi ayu mcm bunga ros~ hahaha! :p i miss hanginOut with you~ kau wah selalu busy~ :B hehe! Make time for me x) bth dh nda buli kau! T_T oh oh! a kind and firm lady ni. so dont mess with her :p "

cali jua statement drg ani. ketawa ku membaca. hehe hmm. what else aa? im bored. i think im gonna continue with my series! hehe night all! i miss my boyfriend so much.

sunday please come faster. i just want him to be safely home. its 2.09am already and its thursday sudah rupanya! yayyyyyy! nda lagi lama shayang ku balik. :D hope hes doin fine there. kangen banget sama dia. got a phone call from bandung tadi, kajap saja but im happy to hear his voice. :))

imishu Puhh.
cant stop singing that Luna maya's song - suara ku berharap.
suara dengarkanlah aku~ apa kabar nya pujaan hati kuuuu~
eseh! haha :P
bah im out. night all!

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ bye you 2010

2011-01-01T01:51:00.009+08:00

Like birds, let us,
leave behind what we don’t need to carry…
GRUDGES, SADNESS, PAIN, FEAR and REGRETS.
Life is beautiful, Enjoy it.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

Salam everyone. Bye bye 2010. Hello 2011. Happy new year all .

2010. my not-so-good-year. :))
dear past, stop tapping me on the shoulders. i dont want to look back. im hoping for a better year - to be a better and strong person. 2010 - thanks for all the memories - the good time, bad time, day time, night time, happy time and the sad time, everything. :)) thank you to my family, friends, and my special one, thanks for always being there through my ups and downs. i still remember sometime in july, its been a very rough time for me. but its okay cause i know Allah has a better plan for me. insya Allah. im just so thankful to have a such a wonderful people around me.

2011. Hello you.
dear 2011, please be good to me this year, will you? new is the year, new are the hopes and the aspirations, new is the resolution, new are the spirits. i dont have much new resolution for this year. i just hope i can do better in my studies this year. yes. aku takut. duno. macam2 yang ku fikirkan. just hope things will be okay. insya Allah. besides that, i wana be a better person ofcourse. and.. i need to do more savings this year. and and i just hope i can get some kind of way to improve my memory. i kinda worried about it jua. i forgot things so easily. hmm. and ohh. i wana perm my hair! sometime in january insya Allah. *looking at the calendar* haha awu awu, this month maybe? liat lah cemana. but rambut ku macam alum berapa panjang. gatal dah hati kan usai2 rambut aa. hehe :P angan2 saja dulu. :)) i hope. i hope. and i hope. i always hope. haha okay, i better stop with that hope.

bah malas ku kan cakap panjang2 lagi. hope you all had a great time! :D

thanks for everything.
i really appreciate it. :))
msy.

and and. i lovee this one. haha out. tarus2 aku aa :P im so in love with this. found this on fb. lawa lah for me. and ohh im in love with long champs too! i wana collect as many colors as i can! insya Allah. what else? im missing my friends. i dont really have to mention names here. if youre reading this, and if you think youre my friend, then yes, i miss you. there's so many ways for us to keep in touch. once said, when the heart is willing to love, it will find a thousand ways. But when a heart is unwilling, it will find a thousand excuses. malay nya? hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih. lurus? haha :P

..my uni's life. tawakal saja lah aa. Allah has a better plan for me. Allah has a better plan for me. Allah has a better plan for me. :')) insya Allah. Amin.

hmm. i think thats all for now.
i cant sleep yet.
but there's nothing much to say. so good night!

happy new year again.
hope u have a wonderful year!

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ where have i been?

2010-12-24T15:22:00.004+08:00

Salam. hello you. hello me. hello everyone. i dont feel that well. macam damam but no, im not damam. :P go away fever. i dont need youuuu. anyway, what ive been up to? aku update yang aku ingat saja okay?

14th december, the day before i fly off to KK. i went to empire with shayang ku, liat2 whats new di sana. jalan2 di tepi pantai~ hehe :P took some photos apa. :D

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ani gambar2 time di KK. kes malas sudah ku kan becakap. :P its a family trip btw. kami sana from 15th til 20th. lama jua lah. rindu jua di buat nya. haha :P

we went to the Water Park.
im not so excited about it pasal nya aku nda dapat swimming! rugi! :P
plus hari tu panas berabis. sampai sakit kepala olehnya.

nda dapat swimming, this is what i do. :P
nokia~ connecting people!
i seriously cant live without internet. haha
mun nda kusut nda dapat webbie with si jantung hati.
hehe sekadar i know but biar chaaaaa~
love is in the air~ :P

this is on our last day in KK. gambar sama ular.
begali i tell you. lain ba kulit nya aa. hehe
barat lagi tuuuu! singit ba badan ku oleh nya. hehe
but its a great experience lah.
my very first time pigang and begambar sama ular :D

and ohh, this is not in KK.
ani time kami ke perikanan. ada carnival.
met si amirah and her mumy. :Di saw this on fb. lawa eh. purple lagi tu.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ hello december!

2010-12-10T15:03:00.003+08:00

hello december! hm. im bored. but im in a good mood. okay, lets do some updates here. yesterday - went to Carnival apa kah at Jabatan Perikanan di Muara and then we went to Taty's makan lamb burger and lamb kebab. theeeen went to gadong~ malam jalan again, went for a movie with his friends, the UBD-ians. at first mau watch Haunted Changi but then nda tau kenapa tukar movie. we watch The Warrior's Way. arah cinema baruuuuu! but the new cinema tu damit, maybe if we sit belakang sikit and in the middle bisai kali sikit. pasal the movie, not my type of movie but siuk jua lah. :)) thanks Puhh for the movie! and thanks for the perfume jua pun. next movie on the list :

Gulliver's Travels - 3D
Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

ohh, im bored. january is coming soon. and im lil bit scared but i know i need to be strong. mudahan semua nya okay. amin amin amin. aku lupa sudah cemana rasa sekulah. hehe and aku lupa semua nya. is it me or is it my memory? i think i shud stock up my kismis!

and ohh! ive been cravin for burgers this lately! my current addiction! especially this one!!! drooooools~ hehe over! banar, this is the best burger in brunei so far :D shapun shapun!

loves this!

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ tahun baru hijrah

2010-12-06T20:12:00.006+08:00

Selamat menyambut Tahun Baru Hijrah 1432H
May the new year brings a better in everything.
Amin Amin Amin :))

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im havin difficulty in falling asleep this lately :((
i need to change my sleeping pattern starting tonight!!!
its a part of my new azam haha :P

Feels like insomnia

You may feel that you aren't getting enough sleep or that, even if you do get the hours, you just aren't getting a good night's rest.

There are many everyday reasons for not sleeping well:

* the bedroom may be too noisy, too hot or too cold
* the bed may be uncomfortable or too small
* you don't have a regular sleep routine
* you partner has a different pattern of sleep from you
* you aren't getting enough exercise
* you eat too late - and find it hard to get off to sleep
* you go to bed hungry - and wake up too early
* cigarettes, alcohol and drinks containing caffeine, such as tea and coffee
* illness, pain or a high temperature.

More serious reasons include:

* emotional problems
* difficulties at work
* anxiety and worry
* depression - you wake very early and can't get back to sleep
* thinking over and over about problems - usually without getting anywhere with them.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ happy birthday!

2010-11-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday Puhh. Remember that your best years are still ahead of you and I'll be there for every up down and in between. insya Allah.

Have a wonderful day shayang me! semoga di panjang kan umur, di murah kan rezeki, sihat and happy selalu, sentiasa di dalam lindungan Allah && success dalam apa jua pun. Amin Amin Amin. Goodluck with your exam anyway :))

anyway, i made him a photo album! my first scrapboooook! :D

Happy Birthdayyyyy! :D

our memories.

us. everywhere!

my fav part! :D

love you. always.
*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ hello november.

2010-11-02T03:17:00.000+08:00

Salam. Its 3.17am. and I...

yet! hehe kajap lagi kali.
i just feel like wana update the blog but then...

:P yes. im lazy. esok tah saja ku update aa?
anyway... Im...

you. :))

im sorry im not so in the mood to update what ive been up to and all. esok saja insya Allah okay? but just for the record before STM ku datang, i watched the 3D movie avatar yesterday (1st Nov) with him of course and his other friends jua. okay jua lah. u need to watch it yourself :D

okay thats all for now.
will update some more esok if ku ada masa okay?
night all.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥

♥ random facts.

2010-11-01T01:59:00.004+08:00

My personality:

* I’m loud.
* I’m sarcastic. [sometimes]
* I cry easily.
* I have a bad temper. [ya kah?]
* For the most part, I don’t like people.
* I’m easy to get along with.
* I have more enemies than Friends.
* I drink coffee.
* I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

* I wear makeup. [sometimes]
* I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
* I wear contacts.
* I wear glasses.
* I have braces.
* I change my hair colour often.
* I straighten my hair often.
* I have a piercing.
* I have small feet.

Relationships:

* I’m in a relationship now.
* I’m single.
* I’m crushin’.
* I’m always scared of being hurt.
* An ex has physically abused me at least once.
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
* I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
* I believe in love at first sight.
* I believe lust is more important than love. [no comment]

Friendships:

* I have a best friend.
* I have at least ten friends.
* I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
* I’ve beaten up a friend.
* I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
* I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

* I’ve been on a plane.
* I’ve been on a train.
* Someone close to me has died.
* I’ve taken a taxi.
* I’ve taken a school bus.
* I’ve gone bungee jumping.
* I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
* I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

* I listen to R&B.
* I listen to country.
* I listen to pop.
* I listen to techno.
* I listen to rock.
* I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
* I hate the radio.
* I download music.
* I buy CD’s.

Family Life:

* I get along with both of my parents.
* I have at least one brother.
* I have at least one sister.
* I have at least one step brother/sister.
* I have at least one half brother/sister.
* I’ve been kicked out of the house.
* I’ve ran away from my home.
* I’ve sworn at my parents.
* I’ve made my parents cry.
* I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:

* I’ve been brown.
* I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
* I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
* I’ve been blonde.
* I’ve had black.
* I’ve been red.
* I’ve been light brown.
* I’ve been medium brown.
* I’ve been blue/green.
* I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
* I use conditioner.
* I’ve used silk therapy.
* I’ve used hot oil treatments.
* I’ve curled my hair.
* I’ve straightened my hair.
* I’ve ironed my hair.
* I’ve braided my hair.

School:

* I’ve yelled at a teacher.
* I’ve been suspended.
* I’ve had an in-school suspension.
* I’ve been sent to the principals office.
* I’ve walked out of class.
* I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
* I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
* I’ve failed a test.
* I’ve cheated on a test.
* I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
* I’ve failed Art.
* I’ve failed P.E.
* I’ve failed math.
* I’ve failed science.
* I’ve failed another class.
* A teacher has called my parents.

♥ just another random updates.

2010-10-23T12:57:00.023+08:00

Salam. Its weekend everyone! Hope you have a great day ahead. Amin. Anyway, aku awal bangun hari ni. Have to sent off my lil sis sekulah, mun nda alum ku kan bangun ni. haha :P Lets see apa kan ku blog hari ni. :))

First aku kan cakap pasal movie Cuti Cuti Cinta lah. we went out for a movie last thurday night macam biasa. the movie was nda siuk, nda siuk and nda siuk but cali pulang. we just love the part nasi lemak lima posen! hahaha :P if kan meliat better buy the dvd saja. dont waste your moneh! hehe

hmm anyway, ive been not in a good mood this lately. blame the hormones! :P nada lah. maybe im just being emotional with everything. sensitive. there's always a reason kenapa aku moody or wat-so-ever yang bleh buat aku diam2, marah2 or menangis *if ada* haha why would i tell people if aku menangis kah nda kan? hehe karang kana cakap minta attention.

but have you ever wonder kenapa aku nya selalu diam2 saja instead of kan marah2 or apa? aku lagi suka diam2, menahan marah or sedih and if aku nya nda tahan i will just cry sendiri2 unless orang ternampak or sadar yang aku menangis. HAHA big girl dont cry. i know. sometimes aku nda mau nampak kan sedih ku dapan orang just because.. i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own. ever heard of it? i wana be remembered as the girl yang always smile, always happy eventho ada yang buat ia sedih or marah or apa saja. cause aku nda tau bila aku kan mati. yes mati. or maybe away from you guys? thats why i wana make sure u guys see my smile before im gone, maybe forever? i wana love and appreciate people around me like there's no tomorrow. nahhhhh emo tia ku nah. haha macam nda pedah2 ba aku cakap aa. but yea. thats what i feel.

bah sudah tah cakap pasal emo emo ani. hehe

another random stuff. there are times i just wana give up on things but i know i cant just give up juuuuuuust like that. there's so many things ive been through. thinking back where i was 5-6 years ago really makes me sad. i should have.. i shouldn't have.. bla bla bla. in terms of my studies, im happy i finally make it to ITB. thats my highest achievement so far. i know im not that smart, maybe i was, blame the laziness! HAHAHA nada lah. i wont masuk bakul and angkat sendiri. gila apa. hehe im not smart but i always try my best in my studies. unless there's something bothering me. or maybe i just didnt put much effort on it? aku nda mau tuduh takdir or apa. aku redha with apa yang happened to me all this time. aku tau if there's something buat aku sedih, im sure Allah kan bagi aku happy one day nanti. who knows right? im thankful aku ada my family, my friends - nda payah ku mention, u know who u are, my chillaxers and especially my boyfriend, Azme. Thanks for always being there for me. :))

dream house? nyehh!
aku suka saja.

cupcakes? ni nah kan ku buat with my bestfriends.
alum tah menjadi nya. hehe :P

i dont want you to promise me.
just remember me every time you look up in the sky and see a star.

i love my family. i love my friends. and i love him. thats it.

imishu Puhh.
*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ jangan lupa lirik. haha

2010-10-22T14:56:00.001+08:00

Its not about who is right, or who is wrong
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It ain't really about that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, or done it, or did it to whom
Don't matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing..

Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn't greener
soon as we find out, we forget
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don't mean it all..

What if we were wrong about each other
what if you were really made for me
what if we were supposed to be together
would that not mean anything
what if that was supposed to be my house
that you go home to everyday
how can you be sure that things are better
if you cant be sure your heart ain’t still here with me
Still wanting me..

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means..

We were as one, babe,
For a moment in time,
And it seemed everlasting,
That you would always be mine,
Now you wanna be free,
So I'll let you fly,
'Cause I know in my heart, babe,
Our love will never die, no.

If you were my girlfriend
I’ll lift you up
I won’t tie you down
I’ll give you, my heart
If you were my girlfriend
I’ll always be true
Right by your side
If you were my boo
If you were my girlfriend
I’ll lift you up
I won’t tie you down
I’ll give you, my heart
If you were my girlfriend
I’ll always be true
Right by your side
If you were my boo

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change
Too late..

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know know it

Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell..

my songs.. more to come. next time okay?

♥ another updates.

2010-10-15T15:27:00.011+08:00

Salam. updates? malas ku eee. i wont write in details for this time. liat saja gambar aa. hehe :P bah bah a very quick update aa. behapa saja ku?

makan, tidur, jalan and online macam biasa. :))
went to Alyaa's 2nd birthday party.
sleepover arah Dylla with Nurol.
belajar buat Flash. :D
movie night with Puhh - watched the Other guys. lawaaaa! cali!! hehe
alyaa birthday partyy.
si Alyaa pakai highheels aaa! latiiiing.
our new fav spot!
and this is my current addiction!

the end!
next topic please!

this is what i want. lawa eh! suka ku liat.
aku nya inda plg berapa kasut cemani.
but ani suka ku liat. the colour ofcourse. :D
dont tell me nda lawa. lawa kali aa. haha
ani aku punya!
ani jua pun! :P
i loveeeee this one!
and this!!
and and this one! haha
semua sudah ku bali ni. lawa aa?
i really wish aku kana bawa to this place one day nanti. hehe
di mana kan tu aa? eeee. siuk wa usulnya.
make a wish!

imishu Puhh. always.
*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ welcome october.

2010-10-06T17:42:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to someone who deserves a truly happy day.

Happy birthday mom!
semoga di panjang kan umur, di murah kan rezeki,
sihat walafiat dan sentiasa di dalam lindungan Allah.
Amin.Amin.Amin
we ♥ you ma.

Goodbye September. and Welcome October. be good to me please? raya kan abis dah. but maseh pulang ada orang memangil openhouse apa. aku rasa macam kan minta maaf arah orang hari2. duno kenapa but i just love to. :)) so again, selamat hari raya and maaf zahir & batin. hehe

anyway, we went to this restaurant last time. bersungkai. :D bukan plg aku. si boyfriend yang puasa. and lets straight to the point, mee curry nya nyaman! banar. nda ku tipuuu. hehe the tomyam pun not bad. the pandan chicken pun nyaman jua. and yang paling ku suka, milo toast! nyuuuuuuum! hehe shapun shapun!

the end!

next chapter...

kemarin aku nya jalan with azme, jalan2 ermmm kami ke mana aa? oh ya, bayar bills and went to the mall, gadong, si jantung hati gunting rambut :P aku tukang bagi comment saja hehe bah malas ku kan ceta panjang2. aku nya kan ke dapur and masak for mama birthday hari ni. :D

eh eh anyway, semalam aku nya liat movie with the family~ ceta magika. aku sudah liat hari tu with azme. lawa jua lah ceritanya. musical. aku suka lagu kita bersaudara by KRU. :)) bah atu saja cerita ku. :P

ermm. ani my first time pakai shawl. ku antam2 saja. haha
asal nda nampak rambut and leher sudah :))

i miss my Puhh.
*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ raya maseh ni.

2010-09-29T00:32:00.005+08:00

Salam all. Selamat Hari Raya again. aku nya bored. si Puhh ku sleep dah. aku maseh alum kan tidur. since blog ku ani berhabuk *tiup tiup habuk* aku update lah kajap before sleep. :))

hows your raya? mine? alhamdulilah lah jua. maseh dapat angpow - duit raya to be exact! haha :P lain tah plg but unbelievable, aku maseh dapat duit raya. syukur lah. woot woot. syukur apa ada nya. syukur maseh di bagi peluang beraya this year. and bersyukur maseh sampat minta maaf with the others. and to anyone yang ku kenal or nda, again, if aku ada buat salah, buat kamu tersinggung apa, menyakit kan hati, buat kamu terusik, mohon ampun maaf okay? :))

anyway, tadi aku cuba masak mee kari. its my first time plg. saja kan cuba recipe baru and tarus lah buat for si Puhh ku sungkai. im glad he likes it walau pun aku tau nda senyaman mee kari yang kami rasa hari tu. hehe next in mind, mau buat kek batik *pasal tadi si gypt buat, ya ta aku tersliur and mau rasa hasil tangan sendiri* and aku mau buat kek vico but macam bukan vico jua. i dont know, yang ku rasa arah rumah buhjh dyg ku hari tu nyaman berabis. hehe shapun shapun.

hmm. i hate stayin at home. banar. if ku teringat. membagi sedih but i know, mesti ada hikmah nya. :)) anyway, i would like to congratulate my cousin Lika for her graduation this 30th. congrats! u did it! sambung tah master selagi mampu. kan bagus kalau aku ni pandai sikit. :D

ehh lupa ku cakap, we went to Aiko sushi last time. the buffet? hmm no comment. sushi was great but mahal. i still prefer misato. :))

aji sushi! hehe

hug.

and im cravin for this at this moment.
mun ku pandai buat kan bisai. :D

bah atu saja kali. for now.

and btw, imishu Puhh.
*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ hari raya.

2010-09-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

Salam. selamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin to semua - family, friends, my QD sisters, my chillaxers, nurul, dieyen, zahid, fizah, dylla and others yang membaca blog anii jua pun. minta ampun dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki, halalkan makan minum ku and azme *if ada* maaf kan jua pun kalau kami ada buat salah, yang di sengaja kan atau inda. hehe :P

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir && Batin

*hugss&&kishes*

♥ Puff

♥ September

2010-09-01T23:44:00.008+08:00

Salam. Hi. :)) im supposed to be off to lala land right now. the boyfriend sudah tidur. ya makan ubat tadi. aku sudah makan ubat jua pun but im not sleepy yet. parut ku maseh sakit. i was thinkin to watch movie but then i wana bloggin dulu since blog ku ni berhabuk dah. *tiup tiup habuk*

updates updates! last monday, went out to OGH with my two beautiful sisters, sungkai. it was the first time kami bawa pasangan masing2 :)) wonderful night i shud say. the food was okay, banyak jua kami makan but D and partner manang lah. hehe :P oh ya! pagi nya i went to ITB jumpa my two girlfriends nurul and dylla. :)) i'll see you guys soon yes?

and yesterday went out with the ITB-ians, sungkai out at Capers, first time ke sana without him, lain rasa nya but its okay, i enjoyed my night with them. thanks to fizah for organizing it. atleast kurang rindu ku. :D

and today, me and Puhh went to Deli nutresh, lurus kah? haha oh well, we went there tadi, sungkai bedua. we were supposed to be with drg maskuwin but then they cant make it due to some reason, so next time maybe. :)) anyway, we had 3 full plates of beef and lamb plus ayam, sausage andddd some prawns! HAHA lamb kali aa. langsung nda menoleh makanan lain. lol

being with him is all that matters. i had fun and thanks for the treat shayang. theeeen lapas dari sana, headed to Giant for some shopping :)) and Puhh hantar ku balik. konon kan awal tidur sebab selesma and makan ubat tadi.

haiyoooo. seriously aku alum mengantuk and parut ku sakit amat. and im missing my boyfriend already. hmm. bah bah sambung bloggin! tomorrow's plan? nada. belum ada plan. eh wait. ada! im planning kan tidur rumah babu minah start esok, kan dangankan buat kek. insya Allah. i think atu saja kali. tadi macam banyak sangat kan ku blog. ani entah. short term memory loss again! biar lah. hehe ill just upload some photos lapas ni okay?

to si labu ku, you-know-who-you-are, aku rindu kau. and i hate myself for not being there with you. hope ure doin well there. i miss you alot. aku rindu the others jua. how i wish dot dot. im sure kau faham kan aku kan. i dont wana think much about it. hm. keep in touch aa. *hugs*

menunggu drg datang :D
i heart you Puhh. :))

my besties Q and D.

at capers with Fizah and nana.
err others? u can see them on fb *if kamu dapat view jua tu* hehe

my two other labusss~ i miss you both!

this is for you Puhh.
thanks for always being there for me.
thanks for making me smile whenever im down.
thank you for melayan karenah me selama ani.
you're the best thing in my life right now.
and yes. again. i miss you already.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff

♥ my little heart.

2010-08-18T19:38:00.009+08:00

Salam. Hi. Selamat berpuasa. :)) aku nada mood kan bloggin but aku mau jua since aku jobless. anyway, aku dah liat movie The Expendables tadi with si Puhh. siuk lah ceta nya. inda rugi. nurul, kau mesti liat tu. hehe

nah menyabut nama mu atu makes me miss you even more. and aku rindu dieyen jua. and my other two bestfriends, Q and D. and menyabut Q and D tu, lemme update pasal drg. hehe we had KDQ night on ermm.. 10th August! macam biasa kami masak2 dulu, kami masak lamb and macaroni. and then kami makan sambil liat movie The Last Song. aku inda focus banar meliat cerita tu, biasa, mun dah jumpa, mana mau beranti becakap. hehe and Q bali kan kami belated birthday cake. thanks babe! ♥ you!

and. aku behapa saja selama puasa ni aa? hmm. tidur. jalan. terawih. and. tidur. haha oh well yang pasti nya aku jobless lah. boring yang amat. and sometimes i feel useless jua. haih. okay okay. no sighing in this blog. this is not for "not so good times" updates. anyway, aku buat pizza tadi for sungkai, honey garlic chicken. and bapa cakap nyaman. im glad he likes it. pasal bapa ni jenis yang suka bagi comment makanan orang. haha and my sis bagi rating 4.5/5! *kambang* hahaha thanks to my Eyah for the BIG help! to Puhh, ill make some for u esok insya Allah, okay? *hugsss*

hmm. atu saja kali kan ku cakap kan. haha kan tidur ku. eh inda, kan liat movie ku dulu lah kali.

main playdoh lapas terawih! :P

bergambar sama zaem while waiting for him. hehe

and im cravin for this!
and this too! :((

hugss&&kishes

♥ Puff

♥ ramadhan

2010-08-11T10:45:00.007+08:00

Salam. Selamat datang bulan Ramadhan.

Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan "Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasa ummat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan hal-hal yang berikut:

* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada);
* Tidak berma'afan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri;
* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.

Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kita bayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-amiinkan adalah Rasullullah dan para sahabat , dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.

Oleh itu SAYA TERLEBIH DAHULU MEMOHON MAAF jika saya ada berbuat kesalahan, baik yang tidak di sengaja mahupun yang di sengajakan , semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, diberkati dan dirahmati Allah S.W.T, insyaAllah.

mohon maaf to all if aku ada salah silap selama ani, yang terasa hati, yang terguris hati, yang menyakit kan hati apa, yang di sengajakan atau inda. semoga tani semua mendapat berkat di bulan ramadhan ani. amin amin amin.

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KELEBIHAN RAMADHAN

Bulan Ramadhan merupakan bulan yang mempunyai banyak kelebihan. Kedatangannya selepas dua bulan yang juga tidak kurang keistimewaannya iaitu Rejab dan Sya'ban. Bagi tujuan menyuburkan rasa tanggungjawab dan rasa ingin menambahkan ibadat kepada Allah sepanjang Ramadhan ini, di sini dibawa beberapa hadis yang menceritakan mengenai kelebihannya.

Abu Hurairah menyatakan : Telah bersabda Rasulullah S.A.W yang bermaksud :
Apabila telah tibanya Ramadhan, dibuka pintu-pintu syurga dan ditutup segala pintu neraka dan diikat segala syaitan. -Hadis dikeluarkan oleh imam Bukhari, Muslim, Nasai'e, Ahmad dan Baihaqi-

Daripada Abu Hurairah daripada Rasulullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang bermaksud :
Sesiapa yang berpuasa Ramadhan dengan penuh keimanan dan keikhlasan nescaya akan diampuninya segala dosanya yang telah lalu. - Diriwayat oleh imam Nasai'e, Ibn majah, Ibn Habban dan Baihaqi-

Abu Hurairah telah berkata : Aku telah mendengar Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda tentang Ramadhan yang bermaksud :
Sesiapa yang mendirikannya(Ramadhan) penuh keimanan dan keikhlasan diampunkan baginya apa dosanya yang telah lalu. - Hadis riwayat Bukhari, Muslim, Tarmizi, Abu Daud, Nasai'e,Malik,Ahmad dan Baihaqi-

Daripada Abu Hurairah telah berkata: Rasullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang bermaksud :
Sembahyang yang difardhukan kepada sembahyang yang sebelumnya merupakan penebus apa antara keduanya, dan Jumaat kepada Jumaat yang sebelumnya merupakan penebus apa antara keduanya, dan bulan kepada bulan(iaitu Ramadhan) merupakan kaffarah apa antara keduanya melainkan tiga golongan : Syirik kepada Allah, meninggalkan sunnah dan perjanjian (dilanggar). Telah berkata Abu Hurairah : Maka aku tahu perkara itu akan berlaku, maka aku bertanya: Wahai Rasulullah! adapun syirik dengan Allah telah kami tahu, maka apakah perjanjian dan meninggalkan sunnah? Baginda S.A.W bersabda : Adapun perjanjian maka engkau membuat perjanjian dengan seorang lain dengan sumpah kemudian engkau melanggarinya maka engkau membunuhnya dengan pedang engkau, manakala meninggal sunnah maka keluar daripada jamaah(Islam).-Hadis riwayat Ahmad, Al-Hakim, dan Baihaqi-

Daripada Abi Soleh Az-zayyat bahawa dia telah mendengar Abu Hurairah berkata: Rassullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang bermaksud : Setiap amalan anak Adam baginya melainklan puasa maka ia untukKu dan Aku akan membalasnya. Dan puasa adalah perisai, maka apabila seseorang berada pada hari puasa maka dia dilarang menghampiri (bercumbu) pada hari itu dan tidak meninggikan suara.Sekiranya dia dihina atau diserang maka dia berkata : Sesungguhnya aku berpuasa demi Tuhan yang mana diri nabi Muhammad ditanganNya maka perubahan bau mulut orang berpuasa lebih harum di sisi Allah pada hari qiamat daripada bau kasturi, dan bagi orang berpuasa dua kegembiraan yang mana dia bergembira dengan keduanya apabila berbuka dia bergembira dengan waktu berbukanya dan apabila bertemu Tuhannya dia gembira dengan puasanya. -Hadis riwayat imam Bukhari, Muslim, Nasai'e, Ahmad, Ibn Khuzaimah, Ibn Habban dan Baihaqi-

PENERANGAN HADIS

Semua hadis menceritakan betapa besarnya kelebihan bulan Ramadhan untuk kita sama-sama menghidupkannya dengan segala amalan sunnah.

Pintu syurga dibuka sepanjang Ramadhan, manakala pintu neraka pula ditutup. Ini menggambarkan bagaimana Allah begitu mengasihani hambaNya yang taat beribadat dan menurut segala perintahNya.

Syaitan diikat sepanjang bulan Ramadhan agar kita dapat menunaikan segala ibadat dengan penuh keikhlasan. Tetapi kita perlu ingat bahawa kawan syaitan yang berada pada diri kita iaitu nafsu akan menggantikan tugas syaitan jika kita lalai.

Pentingnya keikhlasan dan keimanan kita dalam menunaikan ibadat.

Puasa mampu menjadi perisai diri daripada terjebak ke lembah maksiat, begitu juga ia mampu menghapuskan segala dosa-dosa yang lepas jika kita benar-benar bertaubat.

Kita mesti menghidupkan sunnah yang mana yang paling besar ialah berada dalam jemaah Islam terutama di dalam mengembalikan semula khilafah Islamiah yang telah lama dihancurkan iaitu pada 1924.

Jauhkan daripada syirik pada Allah sama ada berbentuk perbuatan, niat ataupun percakapan. Kita mesti mematuhi segala perjanjian yang dibuat selagi tidak melanggar hukum syarak.

Kita mesti berpuasa pada semua anggota bukannya pada makan dan minum sahaja.

Bau mulut orang berpuasa lebih harum daripada bauan kasturi.

Orang berpuasa akan mengecapi dua kegembiraan iaitu ketika berbuka dan apabila bertemu Allah kelak.

Di dalam menunaikan ibadat puasa kita mesti banyak bersabar dan jangan suka berbual

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff

♥ goodbye july.

2010-07-31T22:58:00.006+08:00

Smile.
Let everyone know that today,
you're a lot stronger than you were yesterday.

goodbye july. hello august! :)) lama banar ku inda update the blog. bukan malas. bukan jua nada masa. entah kenapa. i just dont feel like wana update the blog. ada plg rasa tu, ganya at the end of the day, malas jua jadi nya. haha

anyway, wat ive been up to? hm. apa ada aa? aku update apa yang ku ingat saja lah. haha i went to miri last week with Puhh, shopping! and yes, pilih birthday present sendiri. yay! thanks Puhh! i heart it. ♥ and thanks mendulur bawa gambar time di miri. hehe :P
and.. we went to bridex jua the next day if im not mistaken. kami masuk arah ermm 60mins around the world kah nama nya tu. inda siuk banar macam snow world yang di ICC ahh. go there jalan cari kempas kempis kempas kempis kempas kempossss~ hehe tersliur plg ku kan lekor! hehe shapun shapun!

what else? hmm. ohh my birthday! yay! Happy birthday!!! hehe went to excapade, sushi-ing with nurol, dieyen, jaet, dylla, washy and ofcourse si Puhh ku. thanks all. thanks for the surprise! hehe then malam nya ada doa selamat at home. aaaaand lapas majlis went out for a movie with Puhh. kami liat ceta Salt. lawa lah cetanya. nasib lawa, mun inda, jadi kemarahan eh. Saturday night ba tu. tiket mahal but thanks Puhh *again* for the movie and for ur time on my day :))

the best thing during the movie was no poklens! cause poklens dont watch movie saturday night! haha bukan ku jahat. its true, some poeple - i believe drg atu poks - suka sangat buat bising just to get the attention during the movie and tapuk tangan after the movie. apakan tu~ sorry if you are one of those people but it really annoys me. hehe *just wana share tho*

bla bla bla. yesterday went to Shahbandar, bbq-ing with the ubdians, the FBEPS. siuk makan - lamb - chicken and cheese sausage! :P went there around 11 kali until 5 plus. theeeen balik, rehat rehat. malam around 9 liat si boyfriend belawan futsal.

thats all for now.

in memories. my cute lil kitty. rindu ku.

cute!

our eyes are placed in front
because it is more important to look ahead than to look back.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ its over!

2010-07-13T11:46:00.008+08:00

Its officially over. Goodbye Worldcup! Congrats Spain~ woot woot~ haha kepada yang team nya bukan Spain atu, jan tah bersedih. face the fact. the BEST team win! wooohooooo~ went out liat final worldcup hari tu, nasib jua manang. Alhamdulilah. :D mengantuk jua bah meliat. haha thanks for your time. :))

* david villa *

hmm. other than worldcup? behapa saja ku~ hmm. tidur! and. btw aku dah liat predators. boleh la ceta nya. much better than Eclipse. im lookin forward for Descpicable Me and Letters to Juliet lagi. Eh awu ah, last Friday i went to Ammar's 1st Birthday party at Lambak kanan - cakes, games, and bouncer! one of the games aku kana suruh jadi wakil balah ka ryn lawan balah abg amryn. and aku kalah! hahaha malu ba~ mun inda menari ku eh berabis! :P hahaha and then kami main bouncer slides. had fun with the cousins. :)) bah atu saja kali ceta ku. and im still worried.

I laid in bed that night and thought about the day and how my life is like a roller coaster ride, the ups and downs and crazy turns along the way, It'll throw you off if you don't hold on tight, you can't really smile until you've shed some tears, I could die today or I might live on years, I love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful, beautiful life.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ hello july!

2010-07-06T10:08:00.019+08:00

hi. i dont think its a good idea to update the blog when ure not in a good mood. i think tooooo much kali? or i worried toooooo much jua? entah lah. all of sudden saja aku feels down. yes. my results. i am worried. who doesnt? if ure in my shoe pun, im sure u'll feel the same thing. hmm. maybe it wasnt good enough but i gave it all that i could. haih.

july, please be good to me. i wont ask much from you. just be good. hmm. malas ku kan melayan mood ku cani ni. be happy, thats all that matters! :D

anyway, aku sudah liat twilight - eclipse. the movie was sucks! sebab?? movie nya slooooooooow! *huarrrrrgh* hahaha its true tho. aku inda suka si Bella. u hear me Bella? i dont like you! i wont hate that particular person without a reason. i dont like her sebab ia palui, bodoh and talur. HAHA emosi aku ah. Nurul and Dylla, i know ure reading this. jan tah di liat tu. you'll end up frustrated and !@#$%^ like me! :P

"for every minute you're angry,

you lose sixty seconds of happiness."
thats alot! rugi eh, ya ta jan marah2. hehe :P
aku rindu pantai.
the only choice.

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ june is almost over.

2010-06-29T18:26:00.009+08:00

Life isn't about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleagues that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about whom you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about love, happiness, and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not for what they have. Most of all, it's about living your life to touch someone else's

updates! i know. ive been so malas to update the blog due to some reasons which is malas dan malas :D nuthin much to update jua. apa ada last week?

Monday - Watched Karate kid with Puhh. and this is day aku ada baju Spain! yay! Thanks Puhh. :)) Tuesday - OOP extraclass, lunchout with Jaet, Dylla and Nurul. Malamnya ada doa selamat at Jalan 11. Wednesday - Khrooooh~ Thurday - went to smarter to do some observation on autism children for our SDP. Petang nya study with Nurul and Jaet. and malamnya, liat movie. :)) Friday - shopping! Saturday - Miri with Puhh. Shopping, shopping and shopping! and malam went to Pizza Hut Gadong, Fairuz 25th Birthday. Sunday - Miri again with Puhh, Mas and Boy. another shopping day! i had fun with them. and thanks Puhh for your time.

thats all for now. HAHA pemalas aku ah. oh well, im just a lil bit pissed off with myself. malas ku kan mikirkan sangat. all i can do now is tawakal and berdoa.

i wana wear those!

anyway, imishupuhh.

time drg aboo balik umrah :D

smileeeeeeee~ the reason for that smile?
tuu baca bawah aaa :P
..and all she needs right now is for him to wrap her up in her arms,
look in the eyes, and tell her
he wont give up..

*hugss&&kishes*
♥ Puff.

♥ time flies.

2010-06-18T15:45:00.010+08:00

Nothing ever happens if you don't make it happen. And if you can't laugh then smile. But after a while you realize time flies. And the best thing that you can do is take whatever comes to you. Cause time flies.

Salam. do u realize that time flies that fast? i do. lotsa things happened. i was thinking of my next semester. im not sure if i can get thru or not. haih. worried much. i know. tawakal saja lah. :)) i just hate it when the exam comes, there will always something happen yang bleh buat aku give up. dont know why. mudahan nanti di permudahkan segala2 nya. i really hope everything goes well. amin. amin. amin.

anyway, i went to miri last tuesday after the class, aku buy donashi for me and him, sampai jua hajat. hehe the next day? went sushi-ing with Puhh. and yesterday, i went to miri again, lapas the meeting SDP with the supervisor and other group members. handal. :P and.. malam nya went for a movie. A-team. lawa jua lah. inda rugi meliat. being with him is all that matters to me. thanks puhh for last night.

and today, aku jalan kajap ambil si Mac ku. yay! welcome home! :D and. now kan help eyah buat English and Maths project nya. sambil downloading skype and all other stuffs - blogging! hahaha

bah thats all for now. till then!

aku mau bilik ku cani. simple.

aku mau cani jua. :P

i love!

*hugss&&kishess*
♥ Puff.

♥ Hello June!

2010-06-11T18:57:00.010+08:00

Hello June! Hello you. Hellooooo~ im back. haha back apanya. sorry for the very very very late update. malas ku kan update ah sebenarnya. entah kana liat blog ku ani kah atau inda. :p and sorry jua if ku block the blog last time. i was being emotional. LOL emooo? that was just not me. awu, aku nya hilang kawalan hari tu. HAHA ada orang tu fikir aku ubah the layout? wuuuu~ nanti tah, tunggu ku ada mood kan tukar, baru tah. lagi pun i was busy, and im still busy. busy with tidur, makan, jalan, date, tidur, makan, jalan and date. HAHA nada wah. i was at home plg, kkdg saja jalan. ganya malas kan mengupdate. MALAS sebab aku nya malas. kuat kah reason ku atu? hahaha

quick update!

where have i been? what ive been doing all this time? bla bla bla

*the updates* JUNE~ for the first week, malam minggu went to Dean's place, kawan si Puhh, berkaraoke. :)) and for the second week, ada meeting SDP with the members and sir, doa selamat for drg aboo umrah. And not to forget the woooooorld cup! atu saja. haha sekadar. i know :P

anyway, esok we're goin to labuan, semalam saja, sunday balik, yay! kenapa ke sana? sebab ramai yang inda pernah ke sana and inda tau cemana suasana labuan ani, so we decided to go there ramai ramai. i dont wana go plg but since semua pegi, and im gona be the tour guide *kononnya* ya ta aku pegi tah saja. ive been there once plg. siuk lah jua. we're gona stay at Waterfront hotel. i loveeeeeee the place. siuk untuk tenang kan fikiran :D but then, im gonna miss si boyfriend. :(( please be good ye Puhh. ill update the pixies when i get back.

..hi! im back~ :p we went for a movie tadi. Lagenda budak setan. siapa cakap lawa ah? *gusuk gusuk dada* hahaha membagi malaaaaaas. toing! inda masuk arah ku lah ceta tu. baik ku liat hindustan! :p kan puhh kan? hahaha ehhh no, baik plg kami liat bula tadi tu! sekajap ganya kami liat bula with kawan si puhh. hehe kawan ku tu si errr number 11 team mexico ahhh! :p

i heart you Puhh.

and im gonna mishu.

i loooooove this. cute ahhhh!

aku nya mau. because im a princess! LOL

*hugss&&kishes*

love, Puff.

to Puhh, msy.

♥ mirika.

2010-05-18T23:02:00.013+08:00

haloooooo. :)) today. 18th May 2010, me and Puhh went to mirikaaaaaaa~ saja saja. jalan jalan cari makan. dating jauh sikit hari ni. haha we went to toy store mencari keta kami but kami balik dengan hati yang hancur sebab nada. :(( haha nanti tani cari lagi Puhh aa. then we headed to Parkson~ had lunch then jalan2 menyukat kadai. boring! next time kami shopping insya Allah. hmm behapa saja lagi kami ah? kami bali hadiah for my dad jua pun. his birthday esok :D eh wait, kami buy donut Big Apple jua tadi, Secret Recipe jua pun. watelse aa? Haaaa! Starbucks! and and.. kami begambar di boulevard. my wish granted! thanks shayang for today. i had fun walaupun tired. :))

Puff's

*hugss&&kishes*

♥Puff

♥ saturday the 15th

2010-05-15T23:03:00.010+08:00

Salam. hello. hi~ aku nya inda tau kan buat apa. aku lapar. but dunno kan makan apa. mana tau bloggin ni dapat buat aku lupa yang aku ni lapar. haha tia karang. makin bebunyi2 ba parut ku ah. haha anyway, hari ni aku dapat news. hmm. im not sure if i shud called it a good news atau inda. yang pasti aku bersyukur lah. :))

anyway, i went to excapade today with the other half. then go jalan2 until 5 kali. then bla bla bla. khrooooooh. haha oh well, im just bored. aku lapar. awu. aku lapar. and im missing youuuuuu si jantung hati. :P HAHA

Puhh's

*excapade~ salmon fire cheeeeeese*

*exam fever!

webbie sambil belajar plus that M&S choco chunk from si shayang*

my current dreaaaaaaaamcar. haha banyak plg lagi.

thanks in advance Puhh! me mau warna merah aaa.

GTR me mau jua puuuun!

*hugss&&kishes*

♥Puff.

♥ shes bored.

2010-05-13T14:21:00.015+08:00

Hi! im bored. me and him suppose to watch movie this ptg but cancel sebab hes tired. hopefully later jadi jalan. :)) anyway, i found this somewhere and since aku nya bored, aku buat lah saja. just to kill the time while watching Percy Jackson and menunggu ia bangun jua. Later lagi ku update pasal lain lah. anyway, exam was hmm PAYAH. exam mana jua inda payah kan? mudahan saja okay, Amin..

Enjoy reading! Enjoy kan saja tia. :D

CURRENT

outfit: tee and skirt
hairstyle: haha entah. messy!
jewelry: none.

DO YOU

cut yourself: Noo. why wud i?
yell a lot: hmm. no.
have too many friends: yes.
want to die: not at the moment :p
do drugs: NDA~ say NO to drugs!
wear dark colors: Yes.
dye your hair: No.

HAVE YOU EVER

worn rainbow: shirts? Yea.
talked on the phone for over 3 hours: hmm. i think so.
left the country: yes.
had a party with over 30 people: Party? what kinda party dulu? Birthday Party? Yes!
stolen something: HAHA yes! curi hati orang!
cheated on someone: tanya orang, kau pernah jua kan.
asked someone out: ofcourse yes. My friends and cousins.

LAST PERSON

you touched: Puhh.
you talked to: Puhh jua.
you instant messaged: Puhh jua pun.

ARE YOU

understanding: yea, i think so. haha
open-minded: yeap.
arrogant:
insecure: no.
interesting: what do u think?
hungry: yes at the moment.
smart: i dont think i am.
moody: hmmm. inda jua pun.
childish: no im not.
independent: yes.
hard working: errr. no. HAHA
healthy: yes.
weird: weird? am i? inda juaaaa~
difficult: difficult in what way tu aa? :D
attractive: HAHA YES *angkat bakul* No i dont think i am. :))
thirsty: yes. sikit.
obsessed: with?
angry: now? hmm. no.
happy: Yes.
trusting: Yes.
reliable: Yeap.
self-disciplined: Hm.. entah aa. HAHA
sleepy: not at the moment. baru jua ku bangun.
lonely: Sadang. si dia tidur aa.

INFO ABOUT YOURSELF

what is your birthday day? July 31
how tall are you?: inda ku tau ah.
shoe size?: 4
brothers/sisters?: Yes, 1 brother and 3 sisters.
color?: Black, Purple and White.
music?: anything.
ice cream?: vanilla and chocs!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS

cried?: :))
missed someone?: Yes. ALOT.
yelled at someone?: no. behapa jua.
changed your underwear?: HAHA taluuuuur~
drove somewhere?: Yes.
talked to someone on the phone?: Yes.
been online: Yes.
hugged someone?: Yes.
last thing you ate? Nasi Pusu damit with Udang apakah tu.
talk to someone about something important? Hm.. inda kali.

HAVE YOU EVER

been in love?: Yes.
played strip poker?: no
skipped school?: YES. haha
shot a gun?: no
dyed your hair?: No.

LAST QUESTIONS

who is sitting next to you?: NOBODY
favorite sport: squash. badminton.
are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?: HAHA Nice one! but im 100% STRAIGHT.
been in a plane?: Yeap.
killed someone?: YES. haha Inda lah.
are you bored of taking this survey?: YES. ia nya tidur.
what time is it now?: 4.20pm

aiii abis tia soalannya ah. haha boriiiiiiiing. karang tah lagi ku update my blog eyh. banyak lagi blog kan di update ni. :P bah bah i gtg, kan meliat si Percy ku dulu. Byebye!

REMINDER:
hating me WONT make you PRETTY! :D

*hugss&&kishes*

♥ Puff.

♥ exam.exam.exam!

2010-04-23T00:52:00.005+08:00

Faculty of Business and IT
HND in Information System

Examination Programme

[ 29th April 2010 ]
Database

[ 1st May 2010 ]
Object-Oriented Programming

[ 4th May 2010 ]
Information System and Design

[ 6th May 2010 ]
Software Engineering

wish me luck people. please pray for me and my other friends.
♥

♥ wake up!!!!

2010-04-21T22:04:00.004+08:00

our new blog.
eseh! haha sudah nya nada assignment ani, rajin cha ku kan buat keraja. entah eh. apakah kan jadi arah ku ni. tu nah biar plg ku buat blog. biar plg ku edit2 layout blog ah. blog ani? sayang ku maseh kan menukar baru. nanti kali. lapas exam maybe. insya Allah.

=====================================================

anyway, back to the real world. exam is coming up! haih. and ofcourse i havent read anything yet. mana kah jua notes ku ah. hehe goodluck myself and my other friends, and to Puhh and his friends jua, goodluck on your coming exam. :))

Faculty of Business and IT
HND in Information System

Examination Programme

i love this. anyone?

eh wait, lupa ku. i went to Empire tadi.
merelax kan fikiran. too much in my mind this lately. bah bye.

♥ Puff.

♥ the updates.

2010-04-16T22:26:00.018+08:00

hi. its been awhile aku inda update the blog. macam apa.DEAD ba blog ku ah, kesian. i love you blog. i still do. so what should i update now? hmm.. apa ah? okay, lets start with my life in ITB.

Test and assignments are my new bestfriends. stress berabis ku. and i almost give up. almost. im kinda pressure masa ni. maybe because exam is coming up. and im not ready for it yet. :(( too much things to do. wuhoooooooo~

plus aku stress jua with some people. macam2 saja dugaan hidup ni. im not sure if im in the right track or not. sometimes i wish aku kana bagi petunjuk. i just hope im doin the right thing. and i still believe things happened for a reason. shits happened for a reason too. and the reasons are?? bla bla bla. whatever.

i suppose to do my java masa ni but aku macam nada mood. later kali ku buat. wish aku dapat submit on time. Amin. and to you Java, please be good to me.

anyway, we went to swensen's last friday with the sisters and cousins. [ ka linah and the kids, ka onn, amai, ka julie and baby zaf, ka tini, ka diana, mala, eyah, lika, wani, ka landan ] thanks ka linah for the treat. love you! next? sushi? hehe shapun shapun! oh ya! kami celebrate wani's belated birthday jua. Happy belated wan!

* princess day out *

i want this so bad. siapa mau bali kan akuuuuu? :P
* pink? awu i dont like pink but if ku tukar jadi purple lawa kali *
i wish i wish i wish.

I don’t have to be your first love,
but i do want to be your last.

*hugs&&kishes*
♥ Mawar31

♥ i wana be your everything.

2010-04-02T01:15:00.031+08:00

Haluuuu~ Assalamualaikum you. :D wasap? hows you? hows life? hmm~ aku nya macam biasa saja. busy saja with assignments. haih! *ani kan mengusut saja nih* wuuuuuuu~ anyway, behapa ku hari ni? bangun pagi~ ke ITB ambil si Nurul, then ke rumah si Dylla buat proposal for our SDP - System Design Project. kami buat dari pagi till patang. Alhamdulilah siap jua lah. Yay! Thanks ladies.

Aaaand malam nya - aku liat Clash of the Titans with you-know-who. the movie was okay~ siuk jua lah. kacak ba si jejaka ah and the lady jua lawa. eh! dont get me wrong haaa~ im not that kinda species! :p

And whats the plan for esok? hmmm. ITB again- yay! database time! wuhooooo~ mesti jua siap kan by this week. Monday kan di hantar with the Proposal tarus. siuuuuuuuk! hmm~ apa lagi kan ku cakap kan aa? aku malas lah kan cerita banyak2. ani pun saja kan mengisi masa lapang ku. and kan menghapdit blog ku ah. kesian ba. balik2 ku buka, atu jua maseh. hehe

anyway, i want this for my birthday! cute aaaah!

and and i want Nissan Murano juaaaaa~
eh! i want skyline jua please. HAHA

and and. i want this jua.

Okay, thats all for now. paning ku sudah. Night all!

*hugs&&kishes*

You ask me why I like you, and it’s really something I can’t put into words. Maybe it’s because you make me happy most of the time. Maybe it’s because you know how to keep a conversation with me. Maybe it’s because you got me thinking about you before I go to sleep, and after I wake up. Maybe it’s because I can be myself around you. Maybe it’s because you bring the best out of me. Maybe it’s because I can spend hours on the phone with you talking about the stupidest things. Maybe it’s because I can never get enough of you. Maybe it’s just because your just being yourself, and I’m slowly falling for you.

i wana be your everything.
when you wake up, i'll be the first thing you see.

♥ Mawar31

♥ everything happens for a reason.

2010-03-27T01:31:00.009+08:00

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there - to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be but when you look eyes with them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things.

MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT! Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people who you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are too young or too far, just follow your heart. Surround yourself with those who make you smile, laugh, and make you happy.

Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life then LET GO and LIVE IT!

* always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile. eseeeeeh~ *

bah bah ill update some more when im free. ani aku bored. and i found this somewhere in my mac and i just wana share with you people. hope you like it. and thanks for reading anyway.

*hugs&&kishes*

♥ Mawar31

♥ what i want.

2010-03-21T15:13:00.005+08:00

i loooooove! ♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥

break time! karang sambung buat ISD. naleh jua ku ni. i wana update pasal lain, but malas ku. not now. tunggu ku inda busy sikit. i need to finished up my ISD assignment dulu. and i have SE test this tuesday jua. YAY! im lovin it! and im sooooooo not ready for it. haih.

anyway, aku mau tu kasut ahhhhh! tapi where can i get it aaa? so-in-love-with-wedges! sasak ku liat. shessssssh. and the shoe-wheel aaa. lawa ah? aku suka jua. mun ada bejual, bagi tau aku ah. kalau kana bali kan lagi bisai. *kirai kirai*

and and aku mau rambut ku cani. HAHA

bah saya mau sambung buat kerja. nanti nanti ku update if ku ada masa.

awwwww~ how i wish.
HAHA too much cartoons!
wake up youuuuu! stop dreamin!

♥ Mawar31

♥ swensen's

2010-03-14T02:15:00.005+08:00

hello. its 2.17am and im still awake. im not sleepy yet but sakit kepala ku berabis. oleh sebab aku inda tau kan buat apa, bloggin saja lah. and oh ya, awu new layout. ada orang complain my blog dull colour nya. so this is it. simple. sajuk mata ku meliat.

i wana blog pasal hari hari yang lapas tapi nya.. malas ku. haha awu, aku pelupa and its gettin worst. inda ku tau kenapa. haih. its a good thing aku dapat lupa kan yang benda2 aku inda mau ingat, but its not a good thing if aku lupa benda yang sepatut nya aku inda patut lupa kan. haha apakan! fening sudah. lol bah drop it.

sooo what did i do today? pagi tadi ku kana banguni oleh dieyen, no, aku bangun sudah tapi macam tidur bangun tidur bangun, wats the words kan tu? haha oh well, she's cravin for swensen's katanya. since aku nada plan and im cravin for it jua, so aku pegi lah sama ia. Nurol cant join us. Next time saja yul ah? *hugs* lapas dari swensen kami jalan2 kajap then went home. balik rumah, tidur! haha ular. i wonder si dieyen tidur kah jua tu tadi ptg. hehe

then malam, i went to terindak with ♥ .. thanks for tadi.

and.. now aku maseh sakit kepala. i cant sleep. pasal aku sudah tidur ptg atu kali? or.. pasal aku kabak2 ani buat aku worry? haih. too much thinkin kali?

bah atu saja kali. Good night.

life is too short to regret on a small thing in the past.
because there are still a lot of things to be happy of, that are yet to happen in the future.

♥ Mawar31

♥ what love is.

2010-03-11T23:08:00.011+08:00

If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous then it's not love.
It’s ~* Infatuation *~

If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him/her because others think that you shouldn't then it's not Love.
It’s ~*Compromise *~

If you love some one because you have been kissed by him/her then it’s not love.
It’s ~* Inferiority complex*~

If you love some one because you cannot leave him/her thinking that it would hurt his/her feelings then it's not love.
It’s ~*Charity*~

If you love some one because you share every thing with him/her then it's not love.
It's ~*Friendship*~

But if you feel the pain of the other person more than him/her even when he/she is stable and you cry for him/her.
That's ~*LOVE*~

If you get attracted to other people but stay with him/her without any regrets.
That’s ~*LOVE*~

If you let him go knowing that he/she has to go but he/she doesn't want to.
Its ~*LOVE*~

LOVE IS WHEN...

you wake up, he/she is already on your mind.
you lost your heart, he/she is all that you can find.
you want to is the one to dry his/her eyes.
you see the truth in every one of his/her lies.
you want to listen to all his/her whims and woes.
you want him/her to take care everywhere he/she goes.
he/she calls you; your heart goes a flutter.
you see him/her; ” I LOVE HIM/HER", you silently shutter.
you tell the world that you love him/her so.
you have told the world but "HE/SHE" does not know.
your eyes light up when you see him/her there.

LOVE IS ALSO WHEN..

you hear your heart breaks when he/she held hands with her/him.
you crumbled inside when they say it will LAST FOREVER.
you cry inside yet smiles outside when they say "HI" to you.
you held your breath & said: "How do you do..? "
you let him/her go; you know he/she is happy now.
you know you`ll get over him/her somehow.
his/her happiness is what matters to you.

LOVE IS WHEN you'll still love him/him. And still. He/She’ll never know.
LOVE IS WHEN you'll swallows the pain and slowly let go.

Yet Love is a funny thing...

LOVE IS WHEN you smile when you hear it’s "him/her" no more.
LOVE IS WHEN you hear he/she sent her/him through the door.
LOVE IS WHEN you try to "BUMP" into him again.
LOVE IS WHEN she/he’ll say "HI" to you & there is no more pain.

LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE..

when he/she says he/she loves you too.
when his/her life revolves around you.
when he/she says, he/she has always loved you but he/she didn’t dare.
when he/she says, he/she always loved you but thought u didn’t care.
when now it’s all coming true.
when now your life is nearly complete.
when everyday it’s him/her you meet.
when your friends accept him/her too.
when you can have time for them & him/her & you.

LOVE is a complex feeling so when you love someone just tell him or her. You'll never know how it’ll turn out one way or the other; tell him before he is gone. Tell her/him before she/he is taken.

Confess. Confess at the right time. What's there to lose. When pride and ego is forsaken you might never know he/she might love you too. She or he might feel the same way for you. So all u guys and girls, forget the ego`s, don`t b shy and say: "I love u" before its too late. Believe me its hard when you lose the one you love just because you didn't confess at the right time. Be happy.

♥ Puff.

♥ hello march

2010-03-03T16:32:00.011+08:00

&& peace yo!

hi im back! lama sudah ku inda bloggin ani. lotsa things happened, ya ta menghilang kan diri, menenang kan diri and menyadar kan diri. haha apakan. what happened? as u can see arah my previous blog atu, i mean previous post tuuu. faham2 lah.

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anyway, behapa saja ku hari tu? hmmmm~ lapas saja benda atu happened, i went out with my bestfriends, spent time with them - ke Secret Recipe - ke Swensen - out for a movie - ke Pesta buku - ke Pantai - ke mana lagi aaa? but im so grateful my friends were there when i need them. Qam, Dayat, Din, Nurul, Dieyen, Zahid, Azel, Nn, Dylla, Fizah.. and my other cousins jua - Lika, wani, ka tini, ka diana, ka Linah. Thanks for always being there.

btw, masa last week kali? on 18th, kami stay di MPR! siuuuuuuuuuk berabis! rasa macam tinggal kg ayer. siuk laaaaaa~ bekumpul with family lagi~ ada orang atu lagi~ hahaha selahau! jadi gossip tarus! thanks to u-know-who-u-are. i really really really had fun. anddddddddd! aku sasak jua tu on that day! aku ada test and i cant focus! haha

hmm~ apa lagi kan ku cakap kan aaa? oh ya. aku ada 4 assignments masa ni. wuhuuuuu~ suka ku suka! ani aku baru abis buat research. and ani kira break time - bloggin time! hehe

*my crime partner*

* getting ready for DB test *

* Dylla~ revision kah fb-ing? hehe *

* di mana nah? pantai with Abg Midi's family, Ka tini, Azel and Rayyan*

bah atu saja kali. inda ku tau apa kan ku cakap kan lagi.
to whom it may concern again. sudah ku update ni~ hahaha baca tia baca~ :p

♥ Mawar31

♥ im sorry. goodbye.

2010-02-21T21:36:00.008+08:00

PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

**taken from my "New year's post"

remember the laughter, the joy, the hard work, and the tears. and as you reflect on the past year, also think of the new one to come. because most importantly, this is a time of new beginnings and the celebration of life. let this coming year be better than all the others.

"Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened"

♥ Puff.

♥ kusut.mode.

2010-02-17T21:29:00.007+08:00

hello you. saya boring. sebab si boyfriend wasnt at home. so here i am bloggin again. apa ada hari ni? hmm. tadi pagi, aher bangun sikit. haha nasib sir frankie alum masuk. sampat lagi kami jalan round2 itb tadi. haha tadi ada ISD lecture and SE tutorial saja. then pulang! went home and rehat kajap apa then jalan with shayang to carwash. begali wa keta ku. supposedly aku cuci kemarin. inda ku tahan meliat keta ku kamah aaa. malu ba orang meliat. haha :p

back to my story, we went to Jade tadi memenyet. then hantar si dia balik. aku? jalan2 cari pasal di kawasan lambak :p nada lah. jalan2 buat buat menunggu drg balik rumah, sebab aku nada kunci rumah! sasak ku! hahaha and and i think hormon ku inda berapa bagus this lately. but i tried to control pulang sudah. aku inda suka ba kan marah2 ni. baik tah ku diam2 dari ku marah2. so guys, if ku diam2 bukan ku marah arah kamu tu, takut ku aku terkasar cakap apa sama kamu, ya ta aku diam2 saja. to siapa2 yang terasa, terusik hati apa, im sorry aa. :D

aaaaaand. balik rumah tadi, mandi apa, rehat jua. then 7 plus ku jalan with eyah kan ambil drg mala and roza, tarus kan jalan bali barang mama suruh. sudah ku ke sana, drg balik sudah and paksa tah ke rumah lagi ambil si roza. boring jua kan jalan bedua sama si budak damit atu. haha we headed to Mall, ke bodyshop dulu bali barang ku, then ke UG bali barang yang mama suruh, theeeeeeeeen misato! tersliur ku ba. ayam bakar?? esok tu eyh sama si Puhh. insya Allah.

theeeeen balik. bla bla bla. on lappy, get connected. aaaaaaand bloggin! bah atu saja kali ahhh. esok esok lagi ku menghapdit! insya Allah.

im sooooooo lookin forward for tomorrow.
G3's gathering. aaaaaaaaand. you-si-Puhh-ku.

okay dokie, thats all for now.
kan liat movie ku buat2 menunggu Shayang ku balik.
See ya! night!

one of my fav picture of us.
and and. imy Puhh.

♥ Puff.hearts.you.until.always.

♥ the truth.

2010-02-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

BOLD the truth :]

001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives. only on pizza.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i hate attention-seekers.
009.i love my family and friends.
010.i love my boyfriend.
011. I am sick and tired of school so I am not going.
012. I think the Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
013. I’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
014. I am left handed and proud of it.
015. i curse frequently.
016. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby.
018. I enjoy smoothies.
019. I own over 200 cds.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022. i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love rain.
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi.
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. I enjoy country music.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. I love my best friend.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single. but im taken.
050. I’ve had a crush on someone I’ve never met.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I play a musical instrument.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. I strongly dislike math.
056. I own and use a library card. [ manada aku pernah pakai. virgin maseh! lol ]
057. i’m obsessed with my blog!
058. i don’t hate anyone. *i think*
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. I am suffering of a broken heart.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch much music on a daily basis.
064. i cry myself to sleep. *sometimes*
065. I don’t change who I am for someone else. but if untuk kebaikan, yes :))
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
069. i currently have a crush on someone.
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life(couldnt be happier).
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. Friends is (one of) my favorite tv show(s).
074. i bite my nails.
075. I like the smell of white tic tacs.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I always know all the gossip at my school and nobody ever suspects it.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex. HAHA
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
083. I can be selfish.
084. I cheated on a test before.
085. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
087. I’m hungry.
088. I have a problem expressing things.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. I love Starbucks coffee drinks.
092. I’m obsessive and often a perfectionist.
093. I’m a little crazy.
094. I have thought about suicide.
095. I’m so emo at times.
096. i'm sick of drama.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i need a haircut.

si boyfriend is out for futsal with his friends. im here at home, menunggu ia. and im doin this just to kill the time. lama lagi ni ia kan balik. lapas ni behapa ku lagi ah? haha

bah ill update some more later. byebye!

♥ Puff.hearts.you.Puhh.

♥ i.am.back.

2010-02-16T21:53:00.004+08:00

hello my blog! hello my-so-called-diary! hello readers! ヅ

im back. and its february dah! two weeks aku inda bloggin. handal~ i was so busy and tired jua. sooooo~ lets start with the first week of my february. im gonna make it short saja eh. *pemalas*

My first week of February

*check diary* nothing much~ skulah macam biasa. lectures - tutorials - practicals.

Wednesday, 03.02.2010 - study group with Nurul, Jaet and Maie on OOP practical.

* lapas buat OOP - main with lappy baru si Jaet! *

Thursday - Si shayang got a new hair cut! watch movie. but aku lupa movie apa. :D

Squash with neena on Friday. and not to forget jua main wii malam nya with the cousins and bapa jua. hehe fun fun fun!

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2nd Week of February

highlights of the 2nd week - went for a movie Air Terjun Pengantin. Ceta nya bunuh2 ah! Blooooood! ewwww! aaaaand we had G3 gathering on Thursday at Mall - lunch time, malam nya watched Wolfman. puuuun sama jua bunuh2 - blood blood blood! bla bla bla~ here comes Saturday! yay! haha we went to miri, jalan2 shopping~ and and kami liat movie Valentine's! :D sampai hajaaat~ had fun walau tired sikit. balik dari miri, singgah Jerudong Park, makan and jalan2. Thanks shayang for your time. Sunday - aiman's birthday! Bbq night! wuhooooo~ ayam ayam ayam! hehe had fun with the cousins - ada games, lucky-draws, karaoke, dancing.

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3rd week of February

Monday 15.02.2010

Dieyen's birthday. Happy birthday yen! May your day be filled with memories and flowers, friendship, love and happy hours. *hugs*

Went for a movie Percy Jackson with Puhh semalam. before tu we had sushi at misato :D the movie was great! aku suka. kalah wolfman tu. wolfman lawa jua lah but lawa lagi si Percy. *majal* hehe okay enough with Percy jackson.

Tuesday 16.02.2010

Seriously i dont like Tuesday. The most tiring day of the week i can say. One whole day ada class is no.fun.at.all. Tadi kami inda masuk lecture DB due to some reasons. Aku, nurul and dylla break the rules! nada lah! ;p we went to Mtssr hantar borang then headed to Serusop mencari the best cake for Dieyen and the other's belated birthday. Went to Lof - buy pizza for my breakfast dulu, then ke Mum's buy creampuff and apakah tu. Then ke Topbake lagi meliat cake. aaaaand end up ke Lof semula. haha banyak ulah! then then we went to Ideal, bali makanan for our lunch time. bla bla bla. Back to ITB - lunch and celebrate birthday drg. theeeeeen~ ada tutorial and practical DB. and for the first time sir tanya soalan arah ku! nasib jua tejawab! haha lapas class, went home - mandi and rehat, tetidur jua oleh nya. tired banar.

okay im done. i guess thats all for now. thanks for reading.

night. *hugs&&kishes*

♥ Puff.hearts.you.

♥ Thur +Fri + Sat + Sun = Late Update!

2010-01-31T23:51:00.005+08:00

Thursday 28.01.2010

i got ISD tutorial and OOP practical today. ISD was okay. OOP? urgh! aku lupa bah java ah! shoooot! sasak ku. banar tah. paksa tah ku mencari notes lama ni. i love programming but java ni payah sikit. haih. Lapas class, aku nya inda tau kan ke mana. mula2 si Puhh kan bawa lunch but then ya main badminton, buuuuuuut ya cakap maybe aher sikit jalan. dekat2 lunch time, ada cha ka tini call kan minta dangan kan ke BIBD, so aku cakap lah okay, since Puhh cakap maybe ya aher but then aku inda jadi dangan kan ka tini sebab aku dah promised him kami lunch sama2. :)) theeeeen~ kami lunch. lapas tu aku lupa kami ke mana! haha * Puhh, update me later ah tani ke mana masa on Thursday, thanks! *

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Friday 29.01.2010

Hari ni~ aku ambil eyah balik mengaji and then ambil bapa di Gadong, then headed to Foodzone for DimSum! Theeeeen lapas dari sana we went home, rehat apa. Around 2pm, hantar Eyah swimming. Lapas tu i picked si Puhh and we go jalan. Theeeeeen around 4 plus hantar si Puhh balik cause i need to ambil eyah abis swimming. Then then masa menunggu si Eyah, ada cha drg Rayyan, drg kan ke ICC, then we joined them. bla bla bla. ke ICC, balik aaaaaaaaaand. sampai rumah... malas ku ceta. HAHA then then online as usual apa, ada cha orang tu text~ jalan again. we go excapade malam tu and.... i heart you Puhh. ♥

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Saturday 30.01.2010

hari ni aku awal bangun. aku iski kan ke wonderland di icc ah. sebab si Puhh janji dah kan bawa hari ni, PAGI pukul 10! awal bangun eyh, so that inda kana marah~ hehe tapi kan orang atu alum bangun wa time ku jalan ahh~ hehe mwahs!

Tadi went to Giant bali wedges dulu, then pick him up. We went to old airport dulu bayar bill then headed to Dst serusop bayar astro. theeeeeeeeen~ lunch time! we had penyet at our new fav place. and hari ni aku handal, abis nasi ku. hehe selepas dari sana~ we went to ICC. yay! wonderland! sampai hajat~ hehe masuk sana, gambar2, then kami jalan2 saja.

Then then lapas dari sana, we went to.. ke mana ah? oh ya! we went bali minyak dulu then headed to UBD, main bola! then~ i went home, ambil drg roza, then jalan lagi ambil si Puhh di ubd and go ICC lagi! haha awu lagi sekali. behapa? u dont have to know eyh. malas ku ceta. yang pasti kami handal! hahaha bah bah malas ku ceta pasal ICC tu.

Lapas dari sana, hantar si Puhh balik rumah nya and kami balik rumah kembar, ada tahlil. and abis tahlil webbie with Puhh kajap then went home, mandi apa then webbie lagi. theeeeen~ off to bed!

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Sunday 31.01.2010

Hari ni, went to kubur, melawat mulah maji, mulah paji and mulah ngangah, al-fatihah. then lapas dari sana kami breakfast di kiarong, apakah nama restaurant nya ah. Lapas dari sana, went home, rehat, webbie kajap with shayang, then ia nya jalan~ aku nya tertidur! haha then kana banguni *kirai kirai* kana bawa jalan. yay! mulanya kami ke supasave, then we went to hua ho manggis, buy burger. Theeeeeeen~ kami ke Soto Tinis. lepas itu~ hantar si dia pulang. and i have to get ready kan jalan lagi with him to rumah gf si boboy.

lapas mandi apa, bebaju, usai rambut segala, aku jalan~ kan singgah rumah si rayyan, so that inda berabut kan ambil ia balik jalan. menuggu msg nya saja. bla bla bla, ke rumah rayyan, main game and main sama rayyan - kana miscall, ambil shayang ku~ then jalan. bbq time! yay!

Sampai sana, tarus makan. hehe kanyang alhamdulilah lah tadi. i had fun with them, inda abis2 with the jokes. thanks shayang bawa me. *hugs* kami sana till 11.30pm plus. must go awal jua pasal esok skulah!!!! boring! hehe

bah kan tidur ku. night all!

*hugs&&kishes*

I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I’ve ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.

♥ Puff.hearts.you.Shayang.

♥ i heart my man.

2010-01-27T22:24:00.007+08:00

hi! hows my day? hmm~ great! sebab aku jumpa shayang ku tadi~ wuhuuuuuuuu~

hari ni aku aher sikit datang ke skulah. almost 7.30am kali. inda ku suka eh! i need to get up early lagi sikit esok. i must be at itb atleast before 7.15am so that i can get my best parking. haha datang2 ku ke itb tadi, tarus saja ku masuk class and bebaya with the jambuls group. then buy drinks ku dulu so that aku inda lapar time lecture. tadi ISD lecture saja. then we have SE tutorial and practical arah lab SAM dulu. i feel awkward sikit sebab alum biasa banar with the group members. tadi focus ku sikit belajar. maybe iski kan awal balik and lunch with shayang tu kali. hehe SE tutorial siuk sikit and aku suka practical nya. C++ programming. i love programming but.. haha usah di cakap.

Lapas class, lepak kajap di lobby with izah and nurul. then jalan, kan ambil si Puhh. Lunch sama2. awal2 ku fikir inda jadi. sebab ya main badminton and he said inda sure~ sekali jadi cha. haha sikit lagi ku kan menyamal. *julur si Puhh* awu aku andang penyamal. biarcha wa~ theeeeen~ went to his place, ambil ia and we went to our new place. *kirai kirai* its my place actually, me yang bawa, kan Puhh? haha wuuuuuuu~ *hugs*

Then then lapas lunch we went to MTSSR, kan ambil barang arah si Huseain. Lapas dari sana we went to Rumah Kambar, main game! haha hari ni aku sasak sikit. si Puhh buyuk! menyasal tunjukkan my skills! inda plg kalah, kami sama2 manang! haha 10-10! wuuuuuuuu~ mwahs! thanks for your time shayang~ i had fun! *hugs* but but time kami main tu, busu call~ suruh ambil si emma. kan 4.30pm, kami ambil emma and we bring zaem along. iski ya si kambang ah. hehe Lapas hantar emma and zaem, kami balik. we were in a rush sebab si Puhh have to main rugby di UBD. balik ke rumah nya ambil barang apa, then hantar ya ke UBD.

Sudah sampai sana, kepisan wa sana ah, padat sendat wa jalan ah. Payah! konon kan join tah ni liat orang main rugby, dui~ mun sudah catu atu, malas tah saya eyh~ di mana jua kan park keta. lapas tu ramai lagi orang. membagi malas. macam ada acara apa~ hari sukan sedunia kali. haha aku ba baru tau sana tu macam2 ada. lol im just not into sports but i do like squash and badminton. and basketball jua. and handball atu pun siuk. hehe i remember aku ikut main handball with si nurul time orientation. lol handal ba kami ah. manang kali ah our team. kan yul? it was like.. kami main handball?? biar banar! hahaha

bah bah, back to the story, lapas dari sana, balik rumah tapi.... sasak ku! nada orang bah! kunci ku lagi arah mala. sasak ku. so i have to go arah drg and lepak sana saja till 7 plus. then balik rumah mandi apa, ada cha kana offer, drg mama and bapa kan shopping. haha mana mau lepas kan peluang. so we headed to Giant and shopping lah. bla bla bla. we went home, aku tukar baju, on Mac, and start online~ haha

now aku boring sebab si Shayang ku maseh jalan. he went out with his bestfriends malam ni. soooo~ here i am, blogging again while waiting for him to get home.

bah im outta here. kan liat dvd ku. sekian terima kasih.

*hugs&&kishes*

i loved you once, i love you still, i always have and i always will.

♥ Puff.hearts.you.Shayang.

♥ missing the boyfriend.again.

2010-01-26T21:00:00.006+08:00

hi! again. sorry inda update semalam. behapa ku kemarin banar ahh? bah bah lets recall~

Monday - 25.01.2010

Pagi aku masuk lecture err.. OOP kali. haha kedapatan inda focus atu. tunggu tah time practical ku banar banar belajar. insya Allah. and si Nurul ku inda datang kemarin atas sebab tertentu. and lapas lecture, mencari sir kan hantar my 5days mc.

Lapas tu~ went to the Mall with shayang. Sampai mall, we buy tiket for movie Haunted Uni dulu then lunch ayam bakar, sushi and dim sum. Lapas tu liat movie. Sadang jua lah ceta nya. Beteriak jua orang sebalah ku atu. haha mwahs! Lapas movie, kami ke rumah kambar, konon kan bawa zaem and ema main Arcade, but inda jadi, drg sleep. Then masa kan balik, kami terdangar bunyi keta ice cream! haha apa lagi~ mana mau rugi. dah membali, ada cha drg ema and zaem ani turun. haha bangun tarus mendangar. Then kami pujuk2 si zaem ni, but inda ya mau ikut, kurang asam. but its okay, nanti2 saja.

Sudah itu~ we went home, my home. but then kami rehat2 dulu while menunggu waktu si Puhh kan gym. Lapas si Puhh jalan, aku online saja, and kan sleep but kana bawa jalan makan luar. Balik dari jalan, webbie with si shayang ku. ♥

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Today.

hari ni have to awal bangun, ada lecturea at 8am and aku mau dapat parking yang paling hampir. haha nasib ku baik sikit hari ni, dapat jua ku bah parking ah. and aku sampai the same time with dylla. Lapas b-usai apa, check file and everything, kami masuk class. That was my first SE class plg sebab last week aku inda masuk any lectures and practical class except for last monday, atu pun lecture OOP saja. Lapas class SE, ada DB lecture, pindah class lagi~ and the lecture was okay. just okay. haha

Lunch break, sorang sorang dengan tujaan nya. i went home. konon kan usai2 notes. dui~ lain plg keraja ku, mencuci kereta ku plg. haha malu bah keta ku kamah, berpasir. sudah puas hati ku mencuci, mandi apa, then jalan hantar charger arah mala. then back to ITB, ada DB tutorial and practical. and i was late! salah wa jam ku ah! kepisan! nasib bukan aku paling aher! haha rushing banar ku tadi. sasat lagi tu. dah tah sasat, datang nada bawa notes nada bawa file apa. handal. haha luckily ada drg rafie and khairul mau share tutorial qs and answers jua. lol

theeeeeen~ lapas tutorial ada practical, but macam bukan practical ada jua, macam lecture ani wah, which aku inda concentrate banar. sebab? tired kali. seriously, 6 hours of lectures in a day really makes me mentally tired. lapas lecture went home, mandi and rehat saja, tetidur jua ku olehnya. haha naleh banar ku. ani pun maseh terasa naleh.

and since aku dah siap check all my notes apa, aku blogging lah saja while menunggu si jantung hati balik futsal. haih. rindu eh.

i wonder... hmm.. nvm.

bah sudah tah ku eyh. im tired. kan rehat ku dulu. dangar lagu while menunggu his call. tetidur jua karang lagi ni~ huhu bah bah night all! love you. but i love him more.

and im missing the boyfriend so bad..

*hugs&&kishes*

♥ Puff.hearts.you.boyfriend.

♥ a day to remember.

2010-01-24T01:02:00.003+08:00

hi! this the the best day ever with my shayang! where to start? hmm~ lemme recall. tadi bangun tidur, skype dulu as usual. hehe discuss2 kan ke mana apa. so we decided kan makan dulu since baru bangun and aku lapar. dari semalam dah menahan lapar. enough with lapar thing. aku mandi and get ready jalan with shayang ku. awal2 kan pakai keta nya but inda jadi since keta ku inda kana pakai, so pakai keta ku saja.

first kami ke gadong, makan arah pondok seri wangi since aku tersliur ayam penyet but nada! hampa ku. but ada ayam bakar, but not as good as yang di mall atu, kan Puhh? and im worried jua shayang ku sakit parut that time. mood ku kan makan pun inda berapa. kan isi parut saja. lapas dari sana, we went to rumah kembar, konon kan bawa si zaem jalan. sekali i heard si emma damam, so kami turun lah melawat ia. but end up kami main game. haha Puhh sama zaem kalah! wuuuuuu~ nada handal. naruto jua sudah tu ahhh~ hehe heart you shayang! i had fun! *hugs*

then lapas dari sana, kami bawa emma jalan, zaem inda ikut, cian ya. we went to our new place, di Jade, ayam penyet nya nyaman! and mushroom soup nya pun jua! nanti sana lagi Puhh aaa~ *kirai kirai* hehe theeeeeeeeen~ kami hantar emma balik. eh wait! aku lupa! before ke Jade, we went to lambak buy lamb. then then lapas hantar ema balik we went to the Mall, kan liat wayang haunted uni but then nada seats yang bisai, so kami canceled and kami ke arcade. hehe main drum ah. awu aku inda handal. si Puhh wa bisai main nya. sasak ku. lapas tu kami karaoke! hehe siuuuuuuuuk~ si Puhh saja yang kusut. wuuuuuuu~ pop ye ye~ thank god i found you~ apa lagi ah? yang pasti i really had fun with him. *hugs*

lapas dari sana, kami ke lambak, ambil mama and adik si Puhh and hantar drg ke bengkurong. lapas tu~ kami ke Dynasty for dim sum! hehe makan time! macam2 eh kan di makan ah. alhamdulilah~ sampai hajat. thanks again shayang, next time lagi ah. hehe

we went home 12am plus. he need to pick his mom and sis di bengkurong and now aku bloggin saja while waiting for him to get home.

@ Jade.

Dim sum @ Dynasty

*hugs&&kishes*

♥ Puff.hearts.you.Puhh

♥ my.life.would.suck.without.you

2010-01-23T00:07:00.016+08:00

hello im back. yeah! since si boyfriend busy arah kawan nya. just wana get myself busy. sorry again for the very very late update. *macam ada orang membaca saja* eh ada kali ah. haha i know who u are. thanks anyway! okay lets get started!

Friday - 15.01.2010 :: pagi i went to Foodzone di Gadong, breakfast Dim Sum with family balah bapa. Then jalan2 with the ladies lapas tu, shopping. Petang went to RTB liat P2F. Siuk jua lah. Nasib jua sampat meliat si Hazwan menyanyi. Mun inda rugi eyh. And malam.. went to the Mall, liat Adnan Sempit with shayang ku. *this is the night.. ehhh! usah di kenang. inda ja? and its all because of...? sometimes its better to be left unspoken.*

Saturday - 16.01.2010 :: being a good girl. haha stay di rumah ku saja! eh wait! i think aku jalan ni sama lika. bali kain! haha sasak ku! kenapa nah? ehhhh! malas ku cakap. haha i heart u puhh! *still ego*

Sunday - 17.01.2010 :: Family day the 2nd! and Jihah's birthday! Happy birthday gee! went to rumah kembar but before atu ke mum's dulu ambil cake and buy creampuff & egg tart for my breakfast. Everybody was enjoyin the moment. main bouncer and skuter inda beranti. hujan2 pun main. haha and i was busy with my mac saja. buring. nada mood but gatal hati kan main bouncer and skuter jua,jadi minah rempit! haha. buang sasak. still. haha *ego ego* but ehhhh i really do miss si boyfriend kali ah. ia saja inda faham. wuuuuu~ then ptg nya ada cha orang atu offer kan bawa jumpa, sekali inda tia jadi. bla bla bla end up aku jalan sorang2. sasak ku!

Monday - 18.01.2010 :: i have lecture in the morning. aku inda masuk ugama sebab aher bangun! haha anyway, lapas class aku text ia, then si Puhh call, bawa lunch. then i picked him up tempat biasa, and we went to ideal jua, tempat biasa. i was so cranky masa tu. gastric. and abit unwell. masa dalam keta? eh malas kan cerita. haha lapas lunch hantar ia balik sebab ya ada class. then i went home lah. i text him bla bla bla. sekali unreachable hp nya. apa lagi, mandi kajap, tukar baju, ambil selimut, bawa beg, jalan ke ubd. haha i waited for him dari pukul 2.40pm till 4 plus kali. and masa atu tah jua aku rasa saaaaaaajuk berabis. haha nah nah main hujan lagi nah kemarinnya! but hugging him makes things get better. ♥ and... malam we went for a movie. yay! liat ceta spy next door. lawa jua lah. i just wana spent my time with shayang ku~

Tuesday - 19.01.2010 :: officially sick. inda ku larat kan bangun. apatah lagi kan drive. ka tini msg kan minta bawa ke klinik, but aku inda dapat. sorry ka. kami text ka landan but ya inda dapat dangan kan. she's busy. haha and aku text lika, she said okay but then si abg plg inda dapat. and then here comes my hero. wuuuuuu~ si Puhh bawa aku ke klinik rimba. and panas ku 37.8 saja. and i was given 2 days Mc! yay! haha lapas tu kami bali lamb di lambak. and then buy drinks and makan dalam keta. lepas tu kami pulang. si Puhh hantar. Thanks shayang for being there. malam? stay at home.

Wednesday - 20.01.2010 :: hari ni aku okay sikit. abit paning saja. tapi shayang ku plg yang damam! shoooot! im guilty! sorry shayang. hehe sharing is caring. lol bangun ku sleep, mandi apa then jalan buy some food for us. i went to ideal serusop dulu then ambil shayang ku di rumahnya, and bawa ia ke klinik sg hancing. cian ya. panas badan nya 38.6. Lapas dari sana, hantar ya balik and i went to Rayyan's place. then ada cha si dang lika menelipun, kan bawa jalan, minta dangan kan hantar kain. so aku balik lah. and kami jalan. lapas hantar kain we went to kadai rimba, then ambil mama, then ambil mala, then ke pasar malam. macam2 di bali. sudah di rumah inda jua banyak di makan! haha semua tawar rasa ku. inda nyaman. atu saja ceta ku. haha next!

Thursday - 21.01.2010 :: kenapa nah hari ni? haha! kepisan ku~ paning, sajuk, and worst - sakit ba leher ku menalan. telinga ku pun sakit. :( and again, si Puhh bawa aku ke klinik. awal2 kan ke Ong Sum Ping but then inda jadi, ke klinik rimba saja kami. nasib inda ramai orang. and panas badan ku 37.7 - kurang 0.1 saja panas ku ah. nada hasil. haha and and aku kana bagi another 3days mc! handal. lapas dari klinik, kami makan soto tinis. but before tu singgah kajap bali ice cream. nasib kana dulur. hehe thanks shayang. and aku inda makan banyak sebab sakit if menalan. rugi~ lapas tu we went home. aku bawa sleep sebab malam nya kan jalan liat Toothfairy with shayang ku. but~ aku baru tau yang si Raziq birthday malam tu jua. so i went to lambak kiri dulu ambil attendance. then around 9 ambil shayang ku. hehe we went to Kiulap mall dulu bali tiket. then makan time! kami ke misato, mensushi~ bla bla bla. liat movie, balik and khrooooooh~

Friday - 22.01.2010 :: hari ni jua kan tu? haha tadi pagi hantar mala then sambung sleep balik. then aku bangun pukul berapa kah. aher eh. hehe bangun, mandi, then jalan with si boyfriend. we went to our-secret-place, makan sana. siuk eh! aman rasa nya~ lapas tu kami jalan2 ke pantai. ehhhh!! gambar arah hp nya eh! cemana kan upload ni? esok saja lah kali. and anyway, lapas tu kami balik, but before balik kami round2 satu brunei dulu. wuuuuuuu~ then singgah kajap ambil jeans nya and buy ABC. yummy! lapas tu hantar si Puhh balik sebab he needs to get ready kan jalan arah kawannya birthday. and i need to pick drg mala jua. lapas ambil mala, ke lambak semula arah Rayyan, ka tini minta ajar statistic. and balik around 11 plus.

its 1.39am sudah. aku lapar. si Puhh pun alum balik and im missing him already. maseh ya arah kawan nya. its okay. esok nada class jua. ani kan liat bof ku. haha eh, macam kan liat movie lain jua ku. bah gtg~ nanti lagi ku update. lap ya all!

si.boyfriend. wuuuu~ imishushayang.

*hugs&&kishes*

♥ Puff.hearts.her.boyfriend.muchie.much.

♥ dont matter.

2010-01-14T17:23:00.004+08:00

When I say I love sometimes those words don't explain
So much you do for me
Can't picture a day without your face
I'm always seein a kodak moment when you're next to me
Sometimes boy I can't breathe
Boy swear you'll never leave

My love will never change
It will always be this way
We'll always be the same
And they can't take that away
We can run away
Our love will lead the way
So we'll just let them hate
Cause they can't stop us babe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

I told my mother that I'd be loving you til the end
And if I had to start over, I'd do it all again
And it doesn't matter what anyone has to say
Cause in you I can depend, boy you are my best friend

My love will never change
It will always be this way
We'll always be the same
And they can't take that away
We can run away
Our love will lead the way
So we'll just let them hate
Cause they can't stop us babe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

Babe, babe, babe, babe, hey
Nobody, nobody, nobody
They don't wanna see us
Nobody, nobody, nobody

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

okay~ im being random. boring ku nada kan ku buat. fb sudah, dangar lagu sudah, download lagu sudah, liat gambar sudah, check blog sudah, ani kan update blog lah since si boyfriend ke gym. and and aku liat bof masa ni. ohhhh~ lee min ho! u make my heart go boom boom! :p

and i just realised that hp ku nada signal! shooot! patut nada bunyi! ani ada si boyfriend text, ya jalan with his mum. and later malam jalan! yay!!!

bah bah ill update some more later. aku kan jalan ambil kereta. byebye!

i love ya all!

anyway, to gypt : nah!!! hyppo mu! hahaha

okay gtg! byebye

imishmyshayang.

*hugss&&kishes*

♥Puff.hearts.you.Puhh.

♥ heart.si.boyfriend.

2010-01-13T19:38:00.004+08:00

hmmm whatcha say~ what shud i type aa?

hmm. tadi ku aher bangun. sebab hari ni nada class. one wholeday!! wuhuuuu~ bahagia rasa nya aher bangun ah. bangun check hp, then call si boyfriend ku tarus. and tanya wats the plan bla bla bla. then bangun, mandi and get ready jalan sama si boyfriend. yay!

then almost 1pm ada cha ya datang. we went to Mall Gadong, liat2 jeans dulu then we had lunch at the foodcourt. makan our fav ayam bakar, dim-sum and mini California special. then konon nya kan liat movie. tapi boring. macam semua sudah di liat. then kami jalan2 saja liat gibbits *lurus kah spelling ku ah?* for his crocs. i dont like crocs due to some reasons. suka hati ku ba kan suka kah inda. yang pasti aku inda suka. buh buh emosi! haha *tenang tenang*

lapas tu kami round2 mall saja tadi, liat tudong but inda lawa2, liat perfumes, liat beg, liat baju apa nada jua lawa2. boring. we shud go to miri ba puhh. esok?? *kirai kirai* hehe

lapas dari sana we went to err.. whats the place ni ah? madang kali if im not mistaken. then kana call oleh bapa, minta ambil di gadong. sekali otw atu, inda cha jadi. kami jalan2 lagi. round2 brunei. *stares at si boyfriend and jaling* haha

then kami balik to my place. si boyfriend kan hangout with his guys later. now rehat2 saja. sambil dangar lagu. updating blog. updating tumblr. and menunggu si boyfriend bangun. rindu eyhhhhh~

anyway, esok nada class lagi but i need to pay for my e-notes arah si fahmy. wuhuuuuuuu~ esok kan behapa ku ah? kan main squash ku! or swimming? or buat kek? lets see how it goes tomorrow. yang pasti jumpa si boyfriend is on the list. *julur*

bah bah ill update some more later. see ya.

imishu.shayang.me.

*hugss&&kishes*

♥Puff.hearts.you.more.Puhh.

♥ missing the boyfriend even more.

2010-01-13T00:57:00.004+08:00

Day 2 in ITB.

okay im gonna make this a short one. since aku tired sikit. haha

my 2nd day in itb was okay. i woke up awal. yay! haha mana inda, nightmare mengacau tidur ku! sasak ku. sampai itb at 7.26am and park arah parking lama. sakit hati ku parking arah dapan lecturer atu abis kana sapu. but its okay. as long as i dont have to park my car arah batu2 atu. haha

pagi tadi nada lecture but after break ada briefing DB2 sikit. and ptg kana inform nada class. yay!!! and and i was soooooo happy jua si nurul ku pindah to Group 2. another yaaaaaaay!!!

and.. lunch time? sama si shayang ku. we went to ideal gadong foodzone. then we went to this kadai liat kasut. then si puhh back to ubd. hehe orang atu kan, kalau kan bawa lunch, please deh~ direct ba. wuuuuuuuu~ mwahs! i heart u puhh!

lapas lunch i went to print report ku. haha lupa ku kan print. lapas print i went to itb jumpa sir tarus, ceta2 pasal attachment, our new semester, and ofcourse some hot stuff! haha

balik rumah, mandi and get ready for jalan. sambil2 atu liat "love happens" and menunggu si dia text. menyamal ba orang olehnya. wuuuuuuu~ then we went out around 8.30pm. and tarus ke mall. liat movie "couples retreat". yay! sampai jua hajat~ hehe thanks for ur time puhh. and thanks jua belanja. hehe :p

bah i gtg. night night.

imishu.shayang.me.si.tuuuut.hehe

*hugss&&kishes*

♥Puff.hearts.you.Puhh.

♥ new timetable. new group.

2010-01-11T20:41:00.003+08:00

yay! hes home! my shayang is hoooooome~ *hyypo dance*
tadi ambil ya di Giant and then hantar ya balik. cian si Puhh naleh. esok lagi kan skulah. thanks for the burgerking tadi. :))

ohh ya! aku aher bangun tadi! haha aher ba ku sleep semalam. sudah ku set alarm, sekali bangun ku sudah. then sudah ku bangun lagi its almost 8! haha malas tah ku kan gagas2 eh. sama jua aher sudah. dylla told me drg masuk lecture. hehe then i went to itb around 9 kali, lepak kajap with dieyen then jalan ke taurean buat report si dylla. kepisan ba di itb ah! nada parking! samak! sasak kuuuuuu! esok mesti awal bangun, awal jalan. mesti mesti mesti!

anyway, i just received email from a friend of mine. new timetable ofcourse and new group for this semester! haih. siuk nya im still with my crime-partner si dylla. but im not happy sebab nurul inda the same group sama aku. again! sasak ku sasak. esok kan merayu eh, suruh minta tukar group! haha drg si kalid and jaet pun my group. yay!

IS 1
Abd Wafiy Hj Mohammad
Amal Nadiah bte Mohamed Yusoff
Awg Muhd Hafizhu Nurul Alamin
Aziyah Matassan
Dk Siti Zahrah Pg Apong
Hartiny Dr Hj Azmi
Hjh Nur farhana Hj A. Rahni
Husrina Hunus
Mohd Hasrin b. Hashim
Aizat
Mohd Aizuddin Daud
Nabilah Joini
Noorizah bte Tuah
Nor Azizah Bt Hj Hali
Norul Azimah
Nurul Aimi Momin
Raihan Atikah bte Abd Rahman
Haziyah mohd Kamarulzaman
Siti Aden
Umi Kalthum Hj Sahidi
Zackeus bin Belang

IS2
Nurul Hafizah Adilah Hj Abd Hamid
Noridayah bte Mohd Zin
Ak Mohd Rafie Pg Saiful Redzalli
Mohammad Khairul Lizam Hj Damit
Ya-Anenawati Hj Md Yusuf
Nurulain bte Md. Ali
Rajwani binti Awang
Fatimah bte Hj Awg Mohammad
A.M.Norzahid bin A.Hj Bujang
Hj Mohd Syazni bin Hj Tuah
Muhammad Khalid bin Haji Damit
Nor Aswin binti Sapar
Hajah Surayama Hj Mohd Dinie
Dk. Norfadillah Pg Sharifuddin
Amalina Hj Kula
Hasmilah bte Ismail
Nomi
Siti Nur Khadijah
Asmai

timetable? malas ku upload sini eh. tau cha orang. haha hmmm~ wat else aa? atu saja kali. karang ku update lagi, if ada kan di update jua. haha

imishu.puhh.but.sikit.saja.lah. wuuuuu!

*hugss&&kishes*

♥Puff.sayang.si.Puhhnya.

♥ missing the boyfriend.day three.

2010-01-11T03:34:00.005+08:00

DAY 3/4

wahhhhh~ wat a day! i am tired. haha sekadar buat report pun~ finally! subuh2 baru tah ada idea. lain jua otak ku ani ah. system pun sudah ku edit. tinggal print saja lagi. wuhuuuuuuu~

anyway, hari ni, masuk monday jua sudah kan ni. its suppose to be day 4 plg ni. ignore the date. subuh plg masa ani, tunggu siang baru tah masuk day 4. haha shayang ku balik hari ni. yay!!! i just want him to be safely home. rindu baaa~ :p hmmm~ behapa saja ku tadi ah? aku sleep till ptg tadi. around 1 kah 2? inda ku sure. yang pasti nyaman tidur ku, lagi pun its the last day of my holiday~ boring! but the best part will be seeing my boyfriend esok, yay! and jumpa my friends jua lah~ yipeeeeee!!

i wonder cemana kah my first day of this semester. i just hope everything goes well. amin. excited but takut jua ku. haih. too much thinking!

apa lagi kan ku cakap kan aa?
aku rindu si Puhh - checked!
esok sekulah - checked!
report siap - checked!
set alarm - checked!

baju skulah?? esok tah saja ku terikah. hehe

bah peeps, im off to bed. its 4am sudah!!! shoooooot! ku fikir pukul 2 maseh! kepisaaaaaan~ mudahan tah tebangun later.

and.im.missing.the.boyfriend.muchie.much.
*hugss&&kishes*

♥ Puff.hearts.you.Puhh

♥ missing the boyfriend.day two.

2010-01-09T23:56:00.004+08:00

Day TWO

boring ku eh. si boyfriend alum reply ah. kan buat report nada mood. tired atu kali? hmm~ ehh. si boyfriend baru call. yay! makin rindu ada plg. haih~

anyway, behapa ku hari ni? pagi ke BKN, bagi hadiah to Cawangan C and Puan Qalbi pun bagi kami hadiah~ hehe then went to ITB, kan buat report and help out si Fizah with her database system. and ITB tadi ada openday. punya lah ramai orang. kepisan. bangang ku plg meliat orang ramai ah. but im happy dapat jumpa my friends tadi. oleh sebab ramai orang di ITB tadi, kami plan kan buat keraja di luar saja. *bila jua ku suka buat keraja di ITB* hehehe lagi pun lunch time jua tadi bah, alum lagi breakfast apa. lapar ba. perut kosong, otak inda mau jalan *ada kah theory catu tu?* haha bah bah back to the story. we went to Da'an di kiulap, lunch dulu then buat keraja til 5pm.

then balik ke ITB hantar si fizah. lapas tu jalan lagi bali cake birthday Eyah and some other things. bla bla bla. malam celebrate si Eyah birthday. ada makan2 sikit with balah my dad at my place. now? updating blog saja ku. and aku maseh nada mood kan buat report ku.

and and i am happy just because si Puhh call aku. walau tah sekajap. rindu baaa~ *labih2 aku ah* biar cha baaaa~ :p

ani menunggu ia balik baru tah ku sleep. inda nyaman ba hati ni if ya alum balik, bukan balik Brunei, balik ke apartment nya la. but im lookin forward for this monday. menunggu Post Laju dari KK sampai. hehe

imishupuhh.alot.♥ ♥ ♥
*hugs&&kishes*

♥ Puff.

♥ missing the boyfriend.

2010-01-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

Day ONE

oh hi! i was so damn bored. and decided to change my blog layout. and this is it. simple. but i love it. i dont like pink but it mix well with those other colors. so who cares? me? nyeeeh~

hmm report? alum ku buat. nada mood ku. tomorrow maybe? hopefully! haha monday ni start skulah. wuhhuuuuuuu~ i cant wait for school but aku inda mau belajar. i just wana meet my friends. haha baik beranti kalau inda mau belajar! inda ja? :p

haih. kusut ku. the boyfriend roadtrip to KK with his friends. tadi subuh hantar ya ke Sengkurong. it was like 5-ish in the morning. wuhuuuu~ inda apa. sayang punya pasal, siang kah malam kah subuh kah, i dont mind. :))

after hantar ia, sambung balik sleep. then ptg i went to excapade mensushi with the bestfriends; nurul, dieyen and zahid. lapas dari sana kami ke mall. liat wayang Old Dogs. the movie was okay. but lawa lagi avatar and sherlock holmes! ..thanks to Nurul, Dieyen and Zahid for tadi. and i wana watch Couples Retreat with si Puhh. cant wait for this monday. yay!

anyway, he called me tadi. kurang jua rindu. :)) awu, sekadar, but so what? hehe emusi aku ah. dari tadi dah ku mengusut ni. ada2 saja.

bah its 1.38am.im off to bed. night night.
*hugs&&kishes*

♥ Puff

♥ hello 2010

2010-01-05T21:44:00.007+08:00

why am i bloggin? sebab shayang ku jalan arah kawan nya. ada meeting for his roadtrip. and im jobless! ni kan update blog saja while waiting for him.

anyway, sorry for the very late update. again. haha i was so busy with my family and my shayang. busy behapa? hmm~ lemme recall balik apa ada for my new year.

new year's countdown ku di mana nah? i was with Puhh di giant, shopping for family day. eh awu, we went to Mashady's place before tu, ada bbq. and i got the chance main game with them - si mas with his other half - si keelah and si Puhh ku. i had fun! mana inda, manang saja. haha

NEW YEAR! its family day!! we had joy~ we had fun~ this year i didnt get much chance to participated in the games. but i really really really had fun! i just love the moment being with the family especially my cousins - love ya all! and malam nya~ the plan was kan liat movie with si Puhh but aher sudah, sekali nya inda jadi. kami makan saja. hehe doesnt matter jadi kah inda liat wayang, as long as dapat jumpa shayang ku jadi tah.

the next day? 2.01.2010 hmm~ saturday. apa ada ahh? *esok tah ku check diary ku* haha but aku ingat malam ni lah yang ku rasa macam inda kana sayang. hahaha aku rasa saja tu~ wuuuuu~ i know u want me~ u know i want cha~ haha

3.01.2010 we went for a movie - sherlock holmes. lawa cerita nya. handal ba macam aku. hahaha and to Puhh, im sure u remember this night right? the night when si Puhh goes menyamal! haha i heart u even more! *hugss&&kishes*

4.01.2010 Happy birthday Lika and Eyah! eh kemarin jua ni! haha Ya Rabbi~ hari bulan pun kan inda ingat! okay okay, kemarin we went for Alvin and the Chipmunks lagi, bawa the kids. 9 kids! haha kepisan! but thanks Puhh for ur time. i know ure tired. really appreciate it shayang. mwaaaaaaaahs!

5.01.2010 today. konon nya kan awal bangun. duiiii~ ia jua nya aher! inda apa.esok kan ada lagi. esok cuba lagi. hehe okay back to tadi, i went to errr.. this place tempat check kereta for renew roadtax. with si Puhh ofcourse. lapas tu we went to ITB. then ke UBD then kami keeeee.. dekat liang toon bali doughnuts! and theeeeen~ kami lunch di ideal. bla bla bla. lapas si Puhh hantar balik, kami *aku, mala, roza, nina, mirah and eyah* swimming di Stadium. the plan was kan main squash but inda jadi. its okay. as i said, esok kan ada.

and now? im update the blog sambil liat tinkerbell! si Puhh ku otw home dah cakap nya. yay! bah i gtg peeps! love ya all! night night!

♥ goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T09:37:00.006+08:00

cant wait for 2009 to be ooooooover. and welcome 2010! yay!
hari ni last day attachment! and its the last day of 2009.

as today is the last day i would like to apologize kalau ku ada salah arah kamu sepanjang 2009 ni. tersengaja atau inda sengaja. terkasar bahasa, terkasar perbuatan apa, buat kamu terusik, sakit hati apa, segala2 yang buat kamu marah or sakit hati lah. mohon ampun maaf. *wah macam raya bunyi nya* who cares? yang penting aku ikhlas. hehe lap you. walau tah yang membaca ani musuh ku or kau inda suka aku apa. i still LOVE u guys! benar ku tak bohong. ;))

"Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened"

This essentially means that there is no use crying over spilt milk. You cannot turn back time and do things that would benefit you. Accept that some days you are the pigeon and some days you are the statue. New year is the time of new beginnings. It is time to start afresh and do things that would make someone else smile. Make a pledge to make at least one person happy. You will see the difference it can make in both your lives. The essential message of New Year is let go off the past and embrace life as it comes to you. You will be happier and merrier that way.

there are certain things to be left unspoken. me and my unspoken. haha. me and my what if jua. *cakap siapa tu naaaaaah?*

and anyway, again, thanks jua to semua for all the memories this year. macam2 happened tahun ni, macam2 jua ive been thru. but i never regret on what happened. except for aku main2 belajar haha but i do believe things happened for a reason. baik kah buruk kah, im sure Allah must have a better plan for us. and i just hope next year aku kana bagi kekuatan lagi to overcome all the problems or watsoever obstacles yang datang. in term of study, i really wana get a better grades and jadi budak yang rajin. cheeeeeh! eh naleh ku sudah kan becakap ah. lama sudah ku inda update cemani ni. im just BORED. but im lookin forward for tonight. new year. new hopes. new aspiration. new resolution. new apa lagi aa? apa saja lah. thats all for now.

Happy new year people!

losta ♥ hugs&&kishes,
Puff.

♥ alvin and the chipmunks!

2009-12-29T09:10:00.009+08:00

* buat2 menunggu si dia datang~ haha *

vain? biar cha wah! wuuuu~

Lawa eee baju nya! but lawa lagi jam nya lah!

*hyppo dance* haha

aku bored. sebab si dylla inda keraja hari ni. aku ada keraja but aku inda mau buat. haha nada lah. almost siap dah. design sikit sikit saja lagi.
but aku tunggu si dylla ada. haha

oleh sebab aku nya boring, aku update blog saja lah. arah fb macam nada jua ada apa2. anyway, aku liat movie semalam - alvin and the chipmunks! finally!

all the single ladies~

thanks shayang for ur time!
*hugs&&kishes*

♥ hyppo.

2009-12-28T10:45:00.002+08:00

yay! aku ada new hyppo~

thanks puhh for the hyppo. im lovin it! ;)
heart you much!

♥ empire.

2009-12-24T08:41:00.004+08:00

24 Dec 2009

Empire with Shayang~♥
and the single ladies; Eyah, Aqilah and Ema.

thanks shayang for ur time. i had fun.

heart you much.

♥ back.

2009-12-22T10:18:00.007+08:00

helloooo~ im hooooooome! yay!!! our KK trip was awesome!
Next trip? KL? Singapore? Korea? Hongkong? or... KK lagi? Manukan? hehe

And and im missing this guy so much!
wuuuuu~ hidung nya basar!
mwahs! i heart u puhh. :))

hope u suka the gift yang me bagi semalam.
Belated birthday gift~♥
*hugs*

malam ni liat movie? :p

♥ hijrah

2009-12-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

Selamat menyambut awal tahun baru Hijrah 1431.
Semoga kita semua mendapat rahmat di tahun baru ini. InsyaALLAH.

♥ Puff.and.Puhh

♥ lost.

2009-12-16T10:42:00.001+08:00

ill be away.

until we meet again.

love ya all~ xoxo

♥ quick update

2009-12-12T19:27:00.007+08:00

hmmm~ sorry for the very very late update! ;))
behapa saja ku? and kenapa ku inda update? sebab~ semua nya ada dalam facebook but still aku sayang blog ku ni. okay lets get started!

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Friday 04th

gunting rambut ku~ sebab? aku mau lah! but i was thinkin kan perm my hair end of this year. tunggu si Puhh bagi greenlight baru tah *kirai kirai*

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Saturday 5th

went to RTB - P2F audition! HAHA tia karang! kerja laaaa~
family day's meeting at rumah kembar
meet up si Puhh ♥ ku at our place. :))

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Sunday, 6th

jumpa Shayang~ ♥

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Monday, 7th

meliat New Moon~ Yay! sampai jua hajat. but aku inda suka si Edward! si Jacob? Bleh laaa~ hahaha badan nya wa gila! shayang~ i want badan u catu! nada lah~ i just love the way u are. ♥

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Tuesday, 8th

sushi-ing with Chillaxers and ♥
and... celebrate his birthday :))

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Wednesday, 9th

hantar family bengkurong ke airport~
balik keraja makan di Khaz Corner with Lika and ka London
then ke rumah Buhjh *si dang lika dating sama perus nya*
then ke bengkurong ambil keta ku~
theeeeeeeen jumpa shayang ku~♥

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Thursday, 10th

haha hari ni yang paling siuk nah! :p
lunch out with Shayang at Ideal.
malam konon nya kan bawa drg the kids liat Princess and the Frog, sekali~ tiket abis!
eh no! we went to Kiulap dulu but tutup karan and then we headed to Mall~
sekali nya kan~ gila ramai ba orang ah! membagi sasak! dah ramai orang apanah? nada tiket! sasak saja ku! eh no, sasak saja kami! hehe kan liat Princess sama Santau tah ni~ duiiiii~ lupa kan saja niat ah. sasak saja diri.
sekali kannnnn~ nya si Puhh kalau sasak behapa nah?? MAKAN timeeeeee!!! kami melayan diri makan ayam penyet and ayam bakar yang biasa kami order~
lapas tu we went to Uni Arcade ah~ membawa the kids bemain. ada orang atu sasak inda pandai main drum! hehe siapa kalah atu Puhh aa? wuuuuuu~ *hugs*
Lapas main kami hantar the kids balik and sambung jalan~ liat SANTAU! majal kn meliat santau nya ah. nasib jua ada tiket! hehe

bah malas ku ceta pasal santau atu, ada jua orang teriak2 bah. hahaha wuuuuu~ mwahs! thanks for ur time shayang~ i really had fun :))

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Friday, 11th

went out lagi with the girls~ Lika, Mala, Eyah, Ema and Aqilah~
liat ceta Princess and The Frog~ sadang jua lah ceta nya.
si Puhh inda dapat join sebab ya jadi wakil berharap *cheeeeeh*
and... malam~ dinner with shayang~ inda tau kan ke mana, last last makan ambuyat di Aminah Arif. hehe thanks for ur time again~ ♥

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Today~ Saturday 12th

Lunch out with shayang at Axtivo kah Axvito? HAHA lupa saya!
Plan kan jalan malam ani but ia nya jalan with the family~ inda apa, family comes first :))
and.. now menunggu ia nya balik~

Sekian laporan. hahaha gambar?? "esok esok" tah! *if ku rajin*

saya rindu dengan jejaka ini~
♥

♥ love me tomorrow

2009-11-26T00:10:00.001+08:00

Love me tomorrow for it is a new day
Love me again like you did the first day
Love me always for my heart beats for yours

Kiss me sweetly and gently upon tomorrow morning
Hold me tightly for I'm afraid to fall

Don't forget your promises for I had too many broken

Hold my hand to guide the way
Hold my heart to keep it safe

Tell me tomorrow that today wasn't a dream
Tell me sweet nothings as I begin to sleep

And Ill always remind you that I am yours alone
Truly and forever until were reborn

Then I will find you once again

To tell you I love you all over again..

apakan~ random. hehe anyway, hi all~ and.. bye ;))

♥

2009-11-20T13:36:00.000+08:00

♥ sushi. awang's birthday.

2009-11-19T14:24:00.002+08:00

16.11.2009
Awang's Birthday Celebration at Excapade Sushi~

Aliff!! ure so cute! eeeee belabih!

the family~

We went for a movie lapas sushi~ 2012.
Thanks for ur time Puhh. Heart u much!
♥

♥ Three. Tiga. San. Tres.

2009-11-18T11:34:00.009+08:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

Teejay
Mawar
Star

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

31st July
July 31
31 Julai. haha

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

ni membuat notes aa.
webbie with si Puhh ku ♥
fb-ing~

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

being with someone that i ♥
being with family, cousins and friends.
SHOPPING~ ♥

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

new phone
mac pro
happiness ♥

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

fb-ing
fb-ing still. haha
oh well i dont actually have hobbies anyway. HAHA who cares~

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

Hongkong~
Singapore~ *aku pun hint2 for orang yang kan ke sana this dec!*
tu sana aaaa~ *kirai kirai*

THREE THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR ROOM:

Macbook.
My Hyppo.
My Diary.

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:~

Black
White
Red

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:

My room
Abuuu's Cafe. haha
bilik si Qaiyum. ;p

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:

My Family *both sides*
Puhh ♥
Friends.

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:

My Macbook
My Car
A gift from my Puhh ♥

TOP THREE WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

you.
you. again.
and you. still. haha

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:~

jobless! haha
saja saja. ;p kan mengisi blog ku~
same reason sama si Aboo~ just wana let you-know-who-u-are what are the things yang ku mau. haha *hint hint* thanks in advance! ;p

and Thanks aboo for the tag! tau kau udah tu aa apa ku mau. haha

♥

2009-11-06T16:24:00.011+08:00

Im giving myself a break. Sorry if i wont be blogging this few days, weeks or months maybe? till then. see you anytime soon. and wish me luck. thanks.

♥

♥ just wana be okay.

2009-10-31T10:03:00.000+08:00

♥ Birthday.Zafran.One

2009-10-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

Baby Zafran turns One~

Lot's of people are thinking of you on your birthday;
I just wanted to let you know I'm one of them.
Have a wonderful day!
Happy Birthday Sayang!

Wawa & Family sayang Zafran walau tah kau pemilih! hehe
♥

♥ miming.birthday.2110

2009-10-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

Wishing You
Happy Birthday Ka Landan~♥

Hope your day sparkles with Happiness!

Sorry nada ku ada gambar kita yang "inda b-ulah" hehe mwahs!
have a nice day cousin.

love u~